I DAMN FUCKING SAD LA HAI

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when i sleep, i think of Mathp2. when i eat, i think of Mathp2. when i study, i think of Mathp2. when i shit, i think of Mathp2. i cried so much for Mathp2 ..
seems like i just broke up with my boyfriend named 'Mathp2'..

like i said, i cnot be over confident or feel extremely happy for smth.
becuz thr's definitely another thing for me to cry over after that .

i fucking repeatedly told myself to not to be so happy for math paper1. but y'know, smtimes humans just cn't control their feelings. and duh, smth bad happened. it did !! n1 fcking moron Stella. when will you start to learn ?! do you know how high my expectations for this were ?! yes. cx and pamela's words did cheered me a lil, but afterall, it's NV gonna be possible. i know very well whr i stand. + this time round it's like a god damn big mistake. if you did smth like me, you'll never forgive yourself. never .. might sound like i've over exaggerated, but this IS very serious. u can nv guess it .. who wld be so stupid like me ?! it's fucking OLvls, not PRELIM EXAMS. damn demoralizing ... 'nough said.. sighs. thx girls anyway. n thx adam omg i feel so touched :-) my eyes are swollen from all the crying ... terribly sad. still not over it yet .. but what to do ? it's already done .....

i feel like as though i'm gonna fall ill soon. i've been sneezing since morning.
hell yeah .. Os over soon please .. gna collapse soon

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i can simply judge by one incident.
one word: bravo :-)

i can't believe i actually screwed my practical paper .. sort of .
but hopefully it wldn't turn out to be that bad as i thought it wld ...
and i think it definitely will -.-
undoubtedly sad. do you knw how hard i cried over it ?!
anyw, will resume blogging after Os .. i'll miss you. miss me too k.
ciao

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Once we accept our limits, we go beyond them.
-einstein

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whatever treatment i receive from people,
i'll make sure i pay back double :-)


i tried to but reality replaced it
've gt nth to say. imba

guess what ?
i went out in the morning to get my breakfast n when i was walking home .......
i fell into a drain .

yes it sounds funny i know but i tell you it's damn freaking pain. the scratch is swollen- like a hump n it's bleeding non stop -.- ..
my toe nail broke n it's bleeding from inside .................... what a morning

fug everything in my life now
and give me a new life
hate the damn life tht i'm leading now YUCK
how i wish i had smth better ...

desktop's back btw ^^

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i wldn't say a word

it's 13oct today! post specially dedicated to the girl above ahah.

you're growing older each day lao. old y'know :-) HAHA . okay. we've been lovers for long and will be for the rest of our lives right. it's always nice to have you with me. thr's alws fun & laughter. though we seldom meet cuz of your work n my studies but bonds still tight as bfore. remb hw we met ? HAH k it's embarassing to say out right now. hope you enjoy your day today k. will meet you often aft my exams. love you much! :-) last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST LEONG <3

see i slack n slack n slack n slack till i die . nv rly study today zz whats happening to meeee......

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less than 4 hrs of studying ...

this period's a torture. i cnt wait for holidays !!

i'm like studying poa halfway n hav the urge to come to blog. fuck poa why did i even choose it why did i even choose poa why did i choose poa why did i choose poa poa is a bitch nv choose poa poa suck dick go suck dick fuck fuck poa i feel so stupid omg ..

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i studied for like less than 5 hours today n i'm using the comp now. Z.Z

hiya you guys miss me ? ^^ wahahha. long time since i came online. busy studying eheh ^^. it's been a tiring week fr me. in fact, for the past few weeks.. and so, last day of schl for us today but i skipped. uhuh i prefer studying at home. it's like a waste of time to go to schl -for this period i mean. aww, i'll miss 5/2... cn't wait for prom ! :-) ahah k it's getting late.. 2+ alr and i'm still awake! needa wake at 9/10+ to study tmrw. ugh.. & before i go, entertainment for you guys. matt showed me this. YOU GOTTA WATCH IT HAHAHAHA. cn't post video :( click link then. hav a good laugh! bbi !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA&feature=related CLICK
i need you. now. please. i've so much to say

i miss you, the 2nd you .

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11 hrs of studying. it's tiring ..

and you + you you you you SUCK2THECORE.

use the lappy jus to update my blog :-) i'm not surfing the net. i'm not !!

sick, again . i need a rest for now. sleep = waste time. ugh. but i cn't afford to fall sick. so ya, toodles.