like i said, i cnot be over confident or feel extremely happy for smth.
becuz thr's definitely another thing for me to cry over after that .

i fucking repeatedly told myself to not to be so happy for math paper1. but y'know, smtimes humans just cn't control their feelings. and duh, smth bad happened. it did !! n1 fcking moron Stella. when will you start to learn ?! do you know how high my expectations for this were ?! yes. cx and pamela's words did cheered me a lil, but afterall, it's NV gonna be possible. i know very well whr i stand. + this time round it's like a god damn big mistake. if you did smth like me, you'll never forgive yourself. never .. might sound like i've over exaggerated, but this IS very serious. u can nv guess it .. who wld be so stupid like me ?! it's fucking OLvls, not PRELIM EXAMS. damn demoralizing ... 'nough said.. sighs. thx girls anyway. n thx adam omg i feel so touched :-) my eyes are swollen from all the crying ... terribly sad. still not over it yet .. but what to do ? it's already done .....

i feel like as though i'm gonna fall ill soon. i've been sneezing since morning.
hell yeah .. Os over soon please .. gna collapse soon

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i can simply judge by one incident.
one word: bravo :-)