let me share smthng w you people hohohahahaheee
jaychou's new song-稻香 , im so going to buy his new album :D
(i repeated this song like 7 or 8 times already heheh)
ok im damn hungry nw .. waiting fr daddy to buy back home.
shall blog ltr on. provided if i'm gg out :]
goodbye.



[edited,12:58PM]

Hello. hav you all watched the video ? :) heehee.
alright. had a nap in the aftnoon, at bout 3plus cuz ive nthg to do. thought i can slp while waiting fr Sk to finish hes bloody horntail. half an hr aft 3, (which is 3.30), one irritating pest kept bombing my phone. my phone kept vibrating non-stop.. pissed off & picked up the call. almost wantd to scold that person. & it happened to be MR LIEW HUA FENG. kan him like siao, nego time, then went back to slp. but aft lying fr like 15mins , cant get to slp. so signed in msn. kan Sk again. all his bloody fault ! fuck you. LOL

went to prepare, then waitd fr Sk till 5plus @ busstop. took bus, then took mrt to bugis. shopped arnd thr. went to look fr weihua. Sk bought two bermudas @ bugis street. saw Brell there, so chatted w her fr awhile. continued shopping, then i bought a top there. went back to junction to hav our dinner. aft dinner, walkd arnd junction. bought anothr 2 tops. Sk went into Topman & shopped like one ahgua. knw why? CUZ HE SPENT LIKE HALF AN HR DECIDING & CHNGING IN THE FITTING RM. idk whats so nice abt staying in the fitting rm ok. LOL. i took like less than 10mins to buy my that two tops k ! went off at abt 945. trained back to amk. then went to hub. anyw, today's bus261's queue is damn bloody long. i thought ive to wait fr another bus, but i dont hav to. heheee. shall sleep soon, im v v tired. toodles !

i'm selfish.

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hello people my posts are getting boring and i am trying ways to improve on hw to blog interesting ly haha like now im typing without punctuation marks isnt that very cuteeez and i knw you people like it heehee hoh ohhahaa

ok . im damn bored right now ! no schl tmrw, hohoness.
time check, 12:26am . its 30th sep. 2 months passed so quickly...
anyway. went to schl as usual. didnt go down fr assembly cuz , we're not suppose to. i think. exam started @ 8- Physics Paper. i didnt study, so, you knw ha ha ha . but i can do most of the questions :) ok least. Chemistry next. i didnt study, so, you knw ha ha ha . tried my best to ' fill in the blanks '. at least i tried:D two science papers ended @ 11. so went over to hub's foodcourt w sher&kim to hav our bfast. aft that, went over to the gachapon area, then gacha many stuff. i spent like $1 only but got manymany items. not telling you hw to heeheehee . ok we spent most of our time thr. then on our way back to schl , revised abit of maths bfore exam. Paper starts @ 2. and i swear this paper is v easy :) ok hopefully the score come out wont b like sai lah ._. ....... paper ended @ 4. was raining heavily then. so took bus to hub, then home.

Thankyou joseph buddy fr lending me the mathematical set, arboh im gg to die. :@
Grats Sk fr drawing wuguis/pigs/dog/cats whatever in all of his exam papers.
he too smart lor hehehe :)

alright , shall go to bed now .
goodbye .. :]

im veryvery bloody kanchiong becuz of the papers im taking tmrw. omg i hope i can do well i hope i can do well i hope i can do well do welllll hahah hhehe hohho
ok so, i'll make this short cuz i rotted at home fr the whole day, hence, nthg to blog abt.
Goodluck to people taking NLvl papers tmrw ! :) I wish you people all the best .
Yes, anybody taking! yay, with loveeee :D-

oh ya, i want to watch manymany movies lor .
Mama mia.
The house bunny.
My Best Friend's Girl.
Closing The Ring.
Mirrors.
Painted Skin .
sadd. its been so long since i last watched a movie ):
i used to watch movies like twice a week. sigh

ok anyw goodbye , sleeeeping time !
I love taggers ^_^

hello. walao, sad. why no tags one !!! :( hahha ok.
anyway, today was damn boring. damndamn. met sk @ my house's busstop @ about 3+ ? then waitd fr momo. aft that went to busstop, waitd fr a long time fr the bus55. then decided to cab down to Dbg. thanks fr blanjal-ing me. LOL. :x

reachd bunk. damn sian can, no people onee. bored like hell. met othr peoplee at bunk. then sk, chanel & me went over to pastamania. they had their lunch. i didnt. :\ went to Kfc to find momo & matt. then walkd arnd ps. bored like siao. then went off to parklane w sk & a grp of 6-7 people . see them play poool. siannnzx lorrrr.. not long, rachel came. then crap w her & sk. aft pool , went over to long john's w rachel, sk , momo & matt . had my dinner thr. didnt have much appetite. (idk why too!!) so Sk ate my leftovers. LOL !! nothing to do already , so went back to amk w sk & rachel. met ahpui, junkee & dudu . stood outside the cinema place fr a long time. me & rachel went to gachapon a bangle. haha! thought it was ring at first k ! ._. loool. aft that, dno what to do. so slacked outside macs. did nothing at all. damn boring lor! stand till abt 11 plus. then they all wna go have supper @ Big S. see them eat, then went to kpool. boring lahhhhh ! went home w sk dudu & rachel .

number of 'boring/sian/bored's ive used-7.
hahaha i think i am very lame

ok , im damn tired right now, sleeping time !

Having a terribleee headache righhhht now. ):

well, was out almost the whole day today. i don't like the feeling of staying at home anymore (or else im gng to start thinking abt stuff again ._.) hahahah .

school was boring ! aft schl, took pictures w the whole class, ok some didnt. :\ then they all damn funny lah. asking each othr gng which ite nxt yr . LOOOL. & say as if we're not gng to meet nxt yr. either stay back, ite, or quit schl. haha ! anyw, i luv you people v much lah. alws making me laugh. heeees ! yeah, aft that. went to olivia's classrm to find her & othr people. went to amk w olivia, kim, jc, joseph, nicholas, david. they had their lunch @ kfc. then walkd to amk library. wantd to study thr, but cant find any space ._. library full like siaao ! so went to the mcdonalds drive thru opp library. studied there lorrrr. joseph, david & nich left @ 4 or 5. then i did manymany maths papers, keep revising & revising the same old thing . studied till boout 7 plus 8. then me, jc & kim sent olivia to mrt station . walked arnd hub. did nothing, damn boring. so decided to go Andersens to hav icecreaam, :D shared w kim. bill total up till abt $30 ! then aft eating, went homee.

have to go study fr awhile ltr on again , then sleeep. :]

yay, replies of tags ! i loveeee to seee manymany tags. long time since i had them ):
omggg i luv you people v muchz :D
(bottom to top.)

Clara : DARLING ! aft exams ok ! muack ! :D thankyou.
Passerby : haha,np . & thanks too :)
Sk : HEHEHE, ok thankyou handsome.
REEN : hello ! haha, tyvm reen :D i will.
Girl : hi :D tyvm girl. you too alrights ! loves.
Cheryl : Hello cherylchoo ! haha sureeee ! :D
Mary : hahha. ok will do nxt time ar ! :x anws, tq gannuer:D
jun : bi zui =) LOL.
♥ RACHEL : hello ! :D hahaha thnkyou! seeyou soon too !
Passerby : hey, thankyou :D ! i will .
Passby : hahaha yesyes :D thankyou !
Jianting : hello!haha, yes i will try to :D thnkyou! relinkd-
Chanel : hey. thankyou chanel ! i will :D
Germaine : Laobye! tq, ily so. HAHA, muack !
Pooty : LOL, yesyes i am :D hoho !

gooodbye !
tag moreemoree :] :]

(倔强说不痛，假装什么伤都没有。
真的不难过，笑着和你挥挥手。)


Just reached home. was shocked to see the number of tags. i'm veryvery happy :) i feel happy to recieve manymany tags know. so people, tag bfore leaving k! heeheeee muack! :D currently chatting w angjunkee & rachel on msn :)

well. i love today's lessons. mostly free period, loool. watched 'She's the man' movie during mother tongue lesson. 2hrs of Poa aft recess. played psp-dj max w jo & sher, as usual. after school , met olivia in her class. then took bus to amk central. walked to library. library was v full. so went to the cafe to have our lunch first. ordered spaghetti & drumlets. ok.. i have a damn disgusting picture of the drumlets to show you people. really disgusting lah pleasee. GT BLOOD DRIPPING FRM THE DRUMLETS ONE OK ! (but im damn lz to upload it nw haha.) omg fuck that woman man. went over to the counter w olivia, told that person. instead of like knw shes wrong, she still say till its our fault fr rushing them fr the drumlets lor. omg pleaseeee ._. then she fry them again. come out all chaotah, so we left it untouched. studied frm 3 pm. cleared quite a number of doubts. thankyou oliviaa tchr. hahaah. left the library at abt 730. walk to mrt station, accompanied olivia. then went to take bus .
i have to do well on monday :) -scared siaaa.
left w 3 days fr revision . hehe.

I don't miss you at all ...

I've been w you fr almost a year. This sudden feeling of you leaving me f-o-r-e-v-e-r is really torturing.. Like how-am-i-going-to-live-w/o-you kind.. feels like a knife stabbing really deep into my heart.. Memories are beautiful.. I'll keep them w me. You can jolly well erase them frm your mind already cuz' they meant totally nothing to you. you're happy w your life now w/ your friends.. I too, will forget you like how you forget me; easily...

Lastly , i . a m . r l l y . h a p p y :)

I will reply tags tmrw ok ! i'm lz. i wna seeeee moremore tags tmrw, heehee :D

K. Overyou.. :)

-Backspaced.
I'm sad cuz i still love you.
But i'll pull myself tgt & tell myself , You don't worth my love.
Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings ?

I'm happy for myself because ive managed to.
Its gonna hurt when it heals too .

Time:3.27pm

Anything wrong w my playlist ? Keep buffering & stop halfway. zz
anyw. schl was veryveryvery bad for me today.
home like half an hr hour ago .
suay thing is, aft dismissal, i walked to a-quite-far busstop, and realised that my ezlink card has gt zero value. so i walked all the way back to the mrt station to topup , alone-
i cldnt stop thinking &crying ..

well, my very important nlvl maths paper is on the 29th. ive to buckup. i needa study. i wanna be promoted. i don't wna go to ite. i shall go study nw, bye.

(The first time i went to your house, you cooked fr me ..)

I hate myself fr making this decision.
I cant help but cry, cry,cry .
What am i suppose to do now ?

Hello. fret not. i'm bloody happy now .
jumping arnd the house, shouting, screaming, playing.

Psp-ed the whole day. ok almost the whole day in schl.
shall go do some maths revision now, bye.

Can you still remember the times we had together ? The feeling was so strong.. Remember what youve said to me before ? You told me that you want me to be in your arms forever. You said you wna treat me well. You said you love me, me & me only. Is love like that ? You lied. You lied .. Fuck. I hate it . Everywhr i go, i see images of us. Everywhr i go, reminds me of the lil things we do tgther. Right now, looks like i'm the only one who is suffering. And you ? Definately not. You're bloody happy. Right ? I thought things will turn btr through some communications. I tried so hard, but its useless .. ive failed. Everyday waiting for something impossible to happen. Holding onto some hopes. How naive can i be ? -Yes, still, right now, still . How i wish ive never said that on that day. How i wish i cld fucking take all those words back. How i wish i can have you back by my side. Can anyone tell me how to make it possible ? I wanna be in your arms once again. Once more, & i swear i'm never gnna let you go. But i knw, this day will never come. Never. . anymore. I promised , i swore, i kept swearing not to let you go the first time i lost you- I got you back, but why did i let you go so easily the scond time ? Why ? Its nvr coming back .. Why didnt i treasure you ? Stella you suck. Fuck yourself whore. Now, shutthefuckup Stella Ang..
Do i sound like a pathetic freak to you people who are reading this ? Haha, i think i am one.

idk what words to use to express how much i miss & love you.
im stupid & stubborn, i know. Dont reprimand me..
(i can see,you're way tooo happy..)

/Edited.
heavy flu since 3pm. & its 10.54 now.
cry > blocknose > flu
shall sleep already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA TAN :D
& you.

Hello. its 6:36am now. i forget to blog ystd. too tired, so went to bed early..

Ystd, went to hub, met sk @ about 530. then went to find shu, momo, alibahbah & lewis. (idk if i spelt his name corctly, haha) then walk arnd hub. v boring. the guys went over to Big S to have their dinner. then see them eat thr. aft that, went to kpool. ok, i play like shit laaaa ._. v paisehh also. anyway, pool till about 8. i went to foodcourt w sk to have my dinner. went home aft dinner. yeah, damn boring..welll, will not be blogging ltr on aft schl . cuz i reckon that my life will be boring fr the next 100 years. goodbye !

Its the 22th.
Itza sad thing that i'm not celebrating your bday w you. (vice versa, but do you find it too?)
you have your friends w you anyway. You're happy, way tooo happy .
53 days already... Still, i miss you. Do you knw hw much it hurts .

edited/3.20Pm.
What am i doing right now ?
-Eating, watching tv, doing maths paper, using computer, listening to music.

Things wld b different if only ....

(Sk took all, hehehe)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL :D
all the bes to you . hahs !

alright. went out today . met Sk @ novena mrt @ about 2plus. trained down to dbg, saw domenic & lpxx there. then went to PS w sk , walk arnd. see him eat at LJS. walk arnd, bought tako. sucks like shit pleasee ._. then went back to bunk. then arthur came. domenic , lpxx, mantou, lychee, wankin, & idk who elsee was there also. challenged dj max w domenic & mantou.. i damn cmi lorrr ): they v pro ! LOL. fish came w the two twins. haha. stayed at bunk till about 4. (thought i cld see..... :[.. sad enough-sighh)

went back to amk w a damn bad moood.. :\ reachd amk. waitd fr junkee, ahpui, tom, plapro to come. went to minitoons, bought rachel's present. then went to food court, rachel & her friends came to find us. but left awhile later. waitd fr dudu & vin. took bus to rachel's house. then walkd to the bbq pit. sat at a side. see the guys play dai di. awhile, went to eat a lil. then slacked @ the playgrnd. see the guys play poker again. then fr awhile left. (sorry rachel!) but in the end went back again. watch her cut cake & all. took pictures. aft eating the cake, went back to the playground. matt seah arrived. then play poker again ._. this time, all of us play banluck- bet money k ! then i joined in also. LOL ._. won abt $3 i think. the guys freaking funny please. went off @ about , idk what time. sk gta go to hospital, so waitd fr him @ amk. while waiting fr pool table @ kpool, we went to Big S to have supper. then sk came. -erhem- see the guys eat. aft that went back to kpool. playd fr awhile, arthur & plapro left. played pool w the people all the way till about 1.20 . in kpool, i laughed like siao la. all damn fking gaosiao can ! laugh till stomach acheee- esp matt's pose on table. machiam whole body lie on top. HAHAH. & ! Sk damn fking lousy @ pool lor. play so many yrs alr please, tsk. LOL. ajk : srry today no form- =) . walk all the way to smwhr near junkee's hse. then cabbed home w matt & sk . thanks fr accompanying me. but i paid fr the fares. (k, sk paid $2). haha. yeah, i'm damn tired. shall slp soon. its 2.25 now.

I bloooody luv you people :D

-I miss those days when we were out together .

Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings ?

I don't want to forget you ...

im home ! just reachd home like , not long ago. yeah, havnt washup & all. i likta update my blog daily, even tho noone reads them lor. but i like to see people updating their posts daily... esp... ha-ha-ha ! k, blogging is like my daily routine lor. heehee. smtimes, i wld choose nt to blog if my daily posts are the same. its like, pointless .. ok random.

schl as usual. then aft sch, went to bishan, collected stuff. then walk arnd. went home @ 3. then used the comp. aft that went to bathe & prepare, met junkee, sk & ahpui fr steamboat ! walkd all the way to sk's house cus sk said that hes father wna fetch us to bugis. (then smmore geh gao alot siaahzx, LOL) yeah, so waitd fr hes father. went to prime mart, on our way, saw sk's brother. HAHAH, (I NEED A LIGHTER). idk nw trend this kind of hairstyle lehzx. LOL !!!! ok then hes dad drove us there. reached there, the place like ulu ulu like thattt ._. what waterloo street. or smthng, idk hw to spell lah . LOL. the shops were mostly closed one lorrr. walk arnd, then found the steamboat. (according to ahpui&junkee, the steamboat is like $5 nia lor!!!) now, thats what they saw. however, went in. yeah , $5. not buffet. whats more, the portion is like damn little. choices of beef set, chicken set, seafood set, then gt smmore lah. i geh kiang, choose the chicken one ._. & its like, damn BO HUA LAH. then v happy, ask the person tick many other orders, fishballs, crabsticks . in the end, i tell you the fishballs suck like hell. ive nv eaten a fishball like theirs, (i don't think the balls are meant fr human to eat one lor). 8 balls fr $3. i ate like, 2 ._. the rest was left untouched. still nvmd, PAY SEPERATELY LOR !!! see hw cek ark the guys are. tsk. :[

ok, aft eating, left there. walk to bugis street, shopped arnd. then went back to junction, then trained down to amk. went to ntuc, junkee & sk bought stuff frm thr. saw lgsdapink. sk damn bad lor ._. ..... then went to kpool. waitd fr like almost an hr fr a pool table. then see them play. i played like.. one round. damn freaking paiseh. so decided nt to play ler. (nxt time then challenge w you ar junkee :D) then see them play till about 11+. (ahpui today v godly lehzx). anyw, cousin was thr too. hell, legs damn tiring lor. so went to mac, had supper thr. then chat alot . about what games shall we play tmr. freaking funny lah. laugh dao siao please. once i was drinking, sk came up w one freaking stupid idea. i burst out of laughter, water came out frm my mouth, splashed on junkee & sk . OK SORRY LOR. LOL. who ask junkee's face evrytime so xl one. hahahaha ! k, chat till about 1230. then went home w sk. will be gng down bunk tmrw, then down to rachel's bbq . shall slp early tonight. gooood-bye !

(I WANNA BE WITH YOU)


hellooo world. another boring day @ schl today again. :\ schl suckkk lor. me, sher, jo & hairil played w psp during 2hrs of poa lesson. loool. also during mother tongue lesson. aft schl, went to J8 w kim. bought my stuff. then Sk came to meet me. walkd arnd, bought his foood. then took bus back home. sat under the void deck, chat till about 5. then back home. i think my posts are getting boring each day. tagboard is empty toooo , lor..

goodbye.

They'll fall in love.. they will, will they ?


schl as usual. ystd didn't go to sch due to my swollen eyes. :\ early morning, wasnt in the good mood, find sher & canteen. then sat thr & ... ._. played psp during mothertongue lessons. currently v obsessed w my psp. thanks dexter fr helping me put the game inside :D nw that i can play alr. hahaha . okay, ive nthg to blog. :\ i'm really bored .

I'll not say anything more in the future.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

removed my post fr ystd.
alright, schl as usual. v bored. slept during last lesson. aft schl went to find sk @ novena. then slack arnd. went back to amk , met ahpui. walk arnd , went home @ abt 5. :)
shall blog like that fr today. goodbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMENICKOH :D
Bigboy, grow up k ! don't b childish anymore. HAHA, :x
-

hi peeeeepo. blogging @ this hr. its 4.09am now. ive no tags lor ): anyw, i just finishd bathing cuz i just reachd home nt long ago. ok, damn late lah. mum nagged like siao ._. didnt go down to bunk today. thrfore, stayed at home the whole morning & aftnoon . wasnt feeling good. v moody. took a nap @ 5 plus .

At bout 7, sk called me to go down to amk. then bathed & prepared. met sk, arthur, chanel & tom. waitd fr rachel , junkee & ahpui. arthur went hme, met dudu @ yishun. then walkd to safra. see them pool. i played too. sad lah, i lost to tom laoda. but i won someone ... guess who is he- ANG JUN KEE. HAHAHAH. (shake hands- but he nv accpt:[) sad for him :( he thought he can win. awwwwwww. k ! im pro in pool alr:D heehee. playd till 12+. walkd back to mrt station. took the last train back to amk. on the way , keep disiao-ing junkee. heehee :D then sk? only knw hw to- fartfartfart. hahaha !!! reachd amk, went to hav dinner @ mac. ok, supper i think ._. chattd alot. then me & rachel go crazy in mac talking abt escape stuff. like ahsohs, (ok junkee say one- fkyou k:D) . LOL. i laughed like crazy down thr lah. @ pool, and macs. haha ! damn gaosiaooooooo.

left mac den accompany rachel home. walk all the way to her hse. its damn late alr ok ! abt 1.45+. on the way, kept asking hw long will we reach. sk & junkee keep ' 5mins , 5mins ' . ok, nvmd. so halfway tru, junkee ran. evryone started running. so i ran like siao also. then .. slipper torn ._. K WTF I SHLDNT HAVE RAN ._. LOL. sibeh malu can. ok then fking funny lah on the way. keep dragging time. then make till my shirt so wet, wtf can. thanks to sk _l_ . reachd rachel's hse @ 2.35 plus i think ._. (yeah 5mins- LOL) then she lent me a slipper. TYVM RACHEL ! finally. walking w/o a slipper is v jialat ok. then me, sk & junkee walkd all the way back again. they sweat like siao ok. hahahah !! then walk to junkee's hse. then went home w sk . walk all the way back home. chatd & cried while walking.. sad :\ reach like about 350 plus . sk kelian, HAHA.

right nww, i'm still not tired. :D rly had fun w you people . heees.
but still, im sad ... :\

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRIS KOH :D
May all your wishes come true ok ! heh,

Im crying ; i read something .

im damn bored right now. nthg to do except playing w my psp. schl ended @ 12.40 today. so went to meet sk & tom @ mrt station. went to orchard w them; FEP. sk took a long time to decide which top to buy. waste my time (ahaha! nah.. kidding). then went walkd arnd many rnds. went back to bishan. took bus home. waitd fr sher. then she came my house. used the comp fr awhile, then she left, just. yeah, not in a mood to blog , tho i did. v upset right nwwwww. bye.

Helloooo peeepo ! busy downloading games to my Psp. haha. but cant find any nice games, ): any games to intro ? :) schl as usual, aft recess- POA lesson. but played psp w sher & hairil. like as if the tcher isnt thr like that lor. (LOL) then ltr, jefferson came to play also. aft schl. went home w kim. came back, had a nap till 5+.

sudnly obsessed w djmax altho i dont hav it in my psp(ok i'm slow,very). kept laughing fr dno what reasons. hahahha. lz to dl djmax to my psp cuz i reckon the dl-ing time fr djmax takes more than 10hrs. yeah, so have to wait till saturday to pass Domenic my psp. & he'll help me upload ! yay :D ok, still have to wait fr 1 more day ): sad- currently dl-ing Patapon. shall go play w it now . last day of schl fr the week tmrwwww, tooodles.

also, thankyou Dean fr helping me dl that two games. (which took like, one day/night plus) altho i think those two like not fun one lor :\ LOL !!!! but still, sorry& thankyou !!!!!! :D

Very lil peeepo tagging my board. so dead lor ): sad- k, schl starts @ 8.20 today. school is damn boring lah. (k wtf, i'm repeating this again) . yah. during p.e , played like some kindof monkeeeeees w the girls. slept during chemistry period, Lol . toooo tired ! ):

aft schl, met sk, junkee & ahpui @ mrt station. k, waitd fr like one hr plusplus horhorhor ! then, trained down to Orchard. walk arnd wisma. didn't knw that the topshop thr closed down liao. omgggg , i'm so slowwwww. like nvr been thr fr a long time edi. walk arnd, sk want act rich yi xia. but obviously he can afford nothing, whole world knws :) then went to tangs, worst !! HAH . walk awhile, then went off @ bout 4.30. reach home @ 5plus . did nothing. use the comp- watch tv- shag. wantd to do some maths revision actly. but got distractedddd by people chatting w me on msn. then as i chat, i forgot bout the maths hmwork thats left on my table. then, shift it to one side, abandoned- continue chatting. heh. shall slp. its 10.18 now. onlyonly ! im slping early. cuz .. Life suck v much. tata.

I wish that i could take it back .


hiiiiiiiiii. schl was(is) boring k ! ._. slpt during free period. damn tiring. yah. did nthg to whole day seriously. did anothr set of maths paper w sher & jo only. nothing elseeeee. hub w kim aft schl. had our lunch thr. went home @ about 3+ . audi-ed w nightz . then w tira, yuan & fish . hahaaa. shalll sleeeep already . gooodnights. i think im repeating my words all over & over again. schl, home, comp, sleep. no use in blogging alr lorlor.
Life is mundane, what can i do ? )':

my mind's occupied ..

If i had the chance to say i love you again, i would say it a million times.
If i had the chance to hold you again, i promise i won't let go anymore ..


hello earthlings. i'm printing some stuff.. (but fuck lah i cant print, idk hw to print]':) only laobye knws:) & shes irritating me on msn , sucha fooool . hahah, yea but ilyvm bitch.

schl as usual. mrs poh made us sing the schlsong over & over again. boliao isnt it ? your schl gt likeee that onee mehhh. ._. k. many tchrs were absent today. so basically, whole day of mathematics. haha. did one paper. didnt do much also lah. Lol. schl suck v much k . msgd domenic fr the whole day & hes being v lamee. haha :)

k, bfr i forget. hafto do this quiz, got tagged by Clara:)
omg its like, 100qns lorlor. :\

01. What have you been doing recently?
daydreaming.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no. it auto off itself.
03. What happened at 10.00am today
in school.
04. When did you last cry?
today.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
maaaaybeee.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
my only love:) & lozta money.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
nothing.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillow & bolster:)
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
3/4 pants.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
all of his msgs.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
hmm, nt rly i think :3
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
eh, 4bia.
14. What are you proud of?
nothing.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
lz to check.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
forgotten.
17.Do you have any nicknames?
yes.
18. What does your last received text message say?
eh,lz to check.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
10.30 .
20. Are you currently happy?
not at all .
21. Who gives you best advice?
many beloveds :] but i don't heed.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
liewhuafeng.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
definately, i guess.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
m.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
no.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my mum.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
like duh.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
attitude problms.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yes.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no.
32. What is the colour of your room?
v light pink.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
of cuz.
34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
yes. talk is cheeeap.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my sister.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
him.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
duh.
38. Do you have a life?
i have no life.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
explains my mood:]
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
forgotten.
42. Last time you smiled?
recently duh.
43. Have you changed this year?
yes.
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yes. that bitch leong. :3
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open .
47. Is there a quote you live by?
noo.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
guess so.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yup.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
forgotten.
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
tossing arnd on my bed.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no, so not.
53. What song best describe your love life?
my blog's songs:)
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
dk.
55. Who always make you laugh?
people.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yes.
57. favourite website(s)?
no favourties.
58. What's your middle name?
xiao ._.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to school.
60. What do you think you are like?
stubborn woman.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
alone.
62. Where have you been today?
school.
63. What game do you play often?
audi ?
64. Who are you missing right now?
him.
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
i cant ans this.
66. What are you doing right now?
doing this.
67. Which primary school are you from?
anderson.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black, red, pink.
69. What emotion you like to show?
depends.
70. What is your life to you?
lifeless.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
complaining non-stop.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
that bitch leong. heh:)
73. Who do you admire most?
idk.
74. Which month are you born in?
april.
75. How are you feeling right now?
unhappy.
76. What is the time now?
6,58pm.
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
Clara; outgoing perhaps ? Lol:]
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
not dyed.
79. Why are you doing this test?
clara askd me to.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
cry to slp.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
below in btwn 21-25, Lol.
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
both.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
idk.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
idk.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
not rly.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
his return.
87. What is your goal for this year?
to b promoted to sec5.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
maybe.
89. What feeling do you love most?
to be loved by someone.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
idk.
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
being cheated.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
mostly.
93. Do you believe in God?
idk.
94. Who cares for you most?
idk.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
alot.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
myself. then die. haha!
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
yes. that thing.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sad, duh .
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
curse him while i cry.
100. How do you feel now ?
Unhappy.

ok, finally done ! :)
damn long & naggy. haha k goodbye.

Whenever i think of the past, i'll cry. i cant help it .


hellooo.
today, did nthg. period. argh. slept fr the aftnoon. then audi abitabit w nightz in the morning. then at night w fish , tira & sher. kinda bored lor. abit lifeless lorrrr. lifee suck w/o him lorrr . ok. schl tmrw. will be sleeping early tonight. i hate sch v much lah. waste my precious sleeeeping timeeee. k goodbye.

When you left i lost a part of me, its still so hard to believe.


hello. its getting late alr. gna slp aft blogging :)
well, met sk @ hse's busstop at abt 230 plus. bus down to mrt station, then down to dbg. went to plaza sing, (saw fish[:) met yueshi aiai♥, hahaha. imhervm manzx :] then. ate at mcdonalds. sat thr like more than 1hr. chatd & evrything. went to the toilet near plaza sing to find zcm & othr people. then waitd fr them. went down to bunk. manymany daijis among people. hahha. walk up & down many times ._. haha. 3Deep6Blue9 damn funny lah. ok nw then i knw 3deep6blue9 is him. Lol. dk if spelt his ign corctly. ok. (anyw, to add on. i don't like those people who stare at me when i smile at them. dont smile lah, big fuck? stare lj ._.' zz. )

aft that, went off w hf & aiai to yishun. trained frm dbg to yishun. stood all the way ._. then see sk eat @ smwhr ... walkd to safra. waitd fr junkee, ahpui, rachel& dudu. took pictures w them while waiting. hahah damn funny ok ! sk's fuck face make me laugh like mad. heeeheee . then people arrived. we went to the pool area. see them pool lorrrrrr. then plapro came. me, aiai, sk & rachel walk arnd safra a lil . arcade, bowling alley thr. hahaahah. all left safra @ about 10.45. was raining then. all of us chiong across the road. LOL. v wet & stupid lah k. altho kinda fun. hahaha. took bus back to mrt station. then aiai went off. rest of us went back to amk. sat @ mcdonalds till about 12.40 , went back home alone. grrr ..

finished reading my chatlog. time check :12.30.
im feeling damn sleepy right now. just ate my flu medicine. sneeze like some siao idiot jus now. tsk. shall sleep aft blogging :] my eyes are rly .. closing .............

thanks to the person who invented msn chatlog. ahha. i'll keep this w me always. i'll read it, over & over again. they were the best things on earth. nvr felt so fortunate. i miss you. & the times when we were together. you used to make me laugh so much. (im laughing just now while reading as well) hahaha. you're damndamn bloody cute i swear :] that makes me love you so much. sorry for the words i said that hurt you. i didnt mean it. i really love you alot. & now that you've left me. i cant hear you talk, see you type nor eat,drink,sleep, play &watch movies w you anymore. i rly missed the pasts. they were.. beautiful. :)

i really wished that, someone frm outerspace- regardless you're an ET or UFO or whatevr shit, just take me back. to when i felt happiness. 2007, oct, all the way . repeat it.. as many times as possible. i will nt get sick of it. yeah. ok. im lost fr words. what else can i do ? sit here, wait for a miracle to happen ? & i want you to knw that, i will always love you . this is true. But what am i to you exactly ?

alright.
shall get some sleep. really tired ._. time check: 12.37. oh ,i typed fr 7 mins :) heh.

When i was with you, time passed damn quickly.
Now without you, i feel as if an hour is a day.

Okay. smore to add on !
any idea why my maple cant play. walao i feel lik going back ok ! ok, aft clicking. the thing loaded. then asiasoft, nexon, wizet thang' all came out. den BOOM, black out & dc-ed. then this thing prompt out. idk howhowhow lor. :(


i wna play mapleeeee lor !!
hahah bye.

I still failed to not talk about you .
I miss you badly :(
I kept thinking about you. Thinking about what we've done in the past.
Its okay if you don't .

well. last paper of the week. english. was kinda tough. aisyah said it was easy lor ! it wasnt .. :\ & hopefully i'll get a B3 fr my english . which is quite.. impossible lah okay.

took out contactlens jus nw. & my finger nails went to giap my eye. skin or smthng. right now, my left eye's left side is red. i'm afraid it'll stay like that forever .. :(
haha. its stupid but. i'm really scared. i just told the whole world abt it ._.
i'm scared i'm scared i'm really scared .

bye.

It hurts.

But,
I swear not to talk about you anymore .
I've cleared all my inbox .

I wrote 9 lines for SocialStudies today .
Grats .

Bye.

tags made my day:)
damn. im bored right now. chatting w laobye & shes making me laugh like one crazy fool . (ok that bitch is offline now,) HAHAH. ok. suppose to be holidays by now. but we've to go back sch fr nlvls :( awawwwwww. chinese paper1 was not what i expected. i thought it wld be easy. but .. took some kinda time for me to decide what i wna write fr compo & letter writing. time was just right for me. thank myself fr checking the dictionary like , 1minute 2/3 times ._. hahah !
chinese paper2 , much more easier than i expected. cuz i normally thought i'll leave many blanks. haha, i didnt :) ok . dont b overjoyed. might get lousy scores also :(

i really think i have v lil chances of getting promoted.
immmmmm going toooo dieeeee.
bye .

{i miss you}

Life is dull w/o you .
i think my blog is rotting. my tagboard esp. ): daily posts getting sian-er & sian-er. i am so lifeless can. besides eating, sleeping, using the computer, i think thr's nothing else i can do already .. well. as usual. stayed at home fr the whole day. audi-ed abit w nightz. ok , bloody. he trashed me like siao. yeah, had aftnoon nap . wantd to watch 4bia actlly. (many people say its nice, till nw, i havnt watch it.) yeah, v pathetic of me.
i used to watch like 2-3 shows in a week. unlike now .. wna watch one movie also so pathetic .........

chinese paper tmrw. first day of nlvls. alright, goodluck to all people taking the exam :) hope you people score well. me too please. i didnt study at all. serious. i'm lazy to. & i think im alr a cmi-case. im gnna die if i cant be promoted . haha !
goodbye .