Came home like. half an hr ago ?
washed up everything. came online . jitao sad..
chatd w laobye . thanks laobye ♥ ily so :D
you're alws thr fr me. hees.
k. she gave me some 'ideas' . haha. shall do it later on .. but im afraid ]: ..
haaaaai.. i think this post will b rather stupid. :\

ok. roughly about today.
i went down to bunk. fish & nightz wasnt thr . sian half.
walked arnd bunk. damn bored.
had lunch @ ljs . met chanel & her friend, pamela.
went back to amk at about 5+ ?
then met ahpui, rachel, junkee & tom .
went arnd hub. then jubilee . damn fucked up & bored. then went up to kpool .
played a lil. look like some idiot while playing. hahaha keep miss cue.
ya but anyw. i can stil b a pro !
bus home. reached @ bout 1.

(as days go by, we're drifting. further & further apart .. i might not knw what you're doing right now/what you're thinking . i only knw that, in my heart. thr's only you . what i do to deserve all these ? you wldnt even bother. i remember everything you said to me. those words felt so right . i was happy. little things you say makes my day, trying to accompany me no matter how busy you are. you never failed to. tho you're nt that pefect, but i still love you so much. am i naive or smthng. was it all that easy to let go this ? i don't wna forget you. im afraid. im rly afraid .. i din knw nothing, i was stupid , i was foolish , i was lying to myself.)

& right now .. i jus did it ..
my heart is pumping .. like one mothr fking dog ..


one word : ' sorry ' . its gna heal me ? i tell you. its nt gng to .

goodbye.