You'll always be my love.

hello hi . itza sadsad 1 month anni fr smthng.. haaaaai ): only some knws ok ! haha. anyway. just washed up. reachd home like 1hr ago. today, met sk @ 3+. went down to bunk. damn late luh. on mah way there, saw nightz, yuan, haigui &.. i forgot whose that. haha . bunk was v empty ._. v bored. so went to hav lunch @ Mcdonalds, waitd fr vodkra. sat down thr like 3hrs plusplus lidat. went back to bunk again . damn sian lah please. saturdays are getting worser & worser. nah-ah, i dont like it already ):

went off @ about 6.30 plus. down to amk, met ahpui, junkee, dudu, rachel & her cousin at foodcourt. then walkwalk, arcade & went to kpool . but bcuz rachel's underage, thrfore, aft a game, we left. haha. took bus to yck's grassroot club. wantd to pool thr . but again , majority of us were wearing slippers. so we were nt allowed to go in ._. sat outside, fr a damn long time... and decided to leave. walk all the way back to amk. hell tired & thirsty lor. went to mcdonalds. sk & the othr guys had their, dinner. or supper. chatd, then vodkra left. followed by rachel & dudu. leaving sk, me , junkee& ahpui. went up to kpool. the people had a few rounds of game. then went home @ 12.40 plus.

wellwellwell , n lvl exams in 3 days time. im going to die. hopefully, i can be promoted k ! (k, but i nv study one lor ._.) still, i don't wnna stay back ! :\

i don't feel as happy w you guys as last time already.
Not anymore.
i hate it .

Went down to tampines with kim in the aftnoon, to take our stuff. only. Needa prepare and evrything, thrfore woke up damn early. cant get enough sleep. pffft. took bus. an hour there. & an hour back to amk. slept on the bus. terrribleee flu right nw. ):

I don't like it.
It's not the same anymore.
The fun we use to have with OLD people ..

If only you're here with me ...
(I'm afraid its impossible anymore.. I feel terrible.)

Movie w nightz, fish & lpxx @ cwp in the evening aft schl.
Meet dave. a nice comedy. cinema was damn empty.
Kpool w hf, junkee & ahpui.
Home @ 10.30 + .
Nt attending schl tmrw :]

I miss you .
I need you back in my life.
I regretted .. so much .

Thank myself fr making the decision & now that im suffering.

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so... she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.

Stella has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Stella is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Stella; it is difficult for them to really know how Stella feels. Stella enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with her hands is a pleasure.

Stella's basic nature is to look out for herself first. Although she can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, she just almost always harbors them inside.

The first time someone angers Stella, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Stella will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off.

Emotional stories will not sway Stella. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her.

Stella needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Stella doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Stella will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Stella's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Stella slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Stella can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Got this frm Huimin's blog. so true abt my personality k!
ok i only paste part of it lah. haha! www.handwritingwizard.com ! :D

& hello. i'm bored in schl.
schl sucks. i don't wanna study anymore. i'm tired.
haha. ok, off to watch show :D :D!
Goooooodbyebye.

(I miss you)

Came home like. half an hr ago ?
washed up everything. came online . jitao sad..
chatd w laobye . thanks laobye ♥ ily so :D
you're alws thr fr me. hees.
k. she gave me some 'ideas' . haha. shall do it later on .. but im afraid ]: ..
haaaaai.. i think this post will b rather stupid. :\

ok. roughly about today.
i went down to bunk. fish & nightz wasnt thr . sian half.
walked arnd bunk. damn bored.
had lunch @ ljs . met chanel & her friend, pamela.
went back to amk at about 5+ ?
then met ahpui, rachel, junkee & tom .
went arnd hub. then jubilee . damn fucked up & bored. then went up to kpool .
played a lil. look like some idiot while playing. hahaha keep miss cue.
ya but anyw. i can stil b a pro !
bus home. reached @ bout 1.

(as days go by, we're drifting. further & further apart .. i might not knw what you're doing right now/what you're thinking . i only knw that, in my heart. thr's only you . what i do to deserve all these ? you wldnt even bother. i remember everything you said to me. those words felt so right . i was happy. little things you say makes my day, trying to accompany me no matter how busy you are. you never failed to. tho you're nt that pefect, but i still love you so much. am i naive or smthng. was it all that easy to let go this ? i don't wna forget you. im afraid. im rly afraid .. i din knw nothing, i was stupid , i was foolish , i was lying to myself.)

& right now .. i jus did it ..
my heart is pumping .. like one mothr fking dog ..


one word : ' sorry ' . its gna heal me ? i tell you. its nt gng to .

goodbye.

Do you know i'm missing you right now ?


i didn't post fr ystd. haha !
& yay. its friday today .
well. school as usual. damn tired, so slpt during chem. :\
aft school. supposed to meet principle.
went to office w kim. but she wasnt in her office.
so left. & went home alone.
i don't usually go home so early ..
except fr (in the past) ..
:(

whenever it comes to night time .
my mood gets really lowlowlow.
why is it that it happens only at night ?
okay, a lil in the morning thou. (i'll nt show it out to affect othr ppl K)
slept frm 350+ till about 7 .
omg. fr an aftrnoon nap, its damn long ok !
audi-ed w fish the whole evening & night.
gaah. i'm bored now. laobye went offline & i'm alone nw ):
noone to entertain me. hur.
shall sleep soon !
tooodles .

(I'm feeling .. terrible)
Now, tell me where it hurts.

Yay. visit http://www.yourobsessions.blogspot.com/ fr pretty dresses ok !
All less than $20. 8 choices. heh :D

alright. stella is sad. v sad right now.
(if only i cld take back those words.. haaai, imy v much lah.)
immm happy to hav harris chatting w me ystd night, heh.
ohwell. currently chatting w laobye. & i think she suck :D
AHHA. ok. <3

school, as usual , bored.
got back chemistry paper. 3/50 . haha. i think i shall die.
i going downdowndown. i cant study anymore.
slept half way during chinese lesson. tired :\
aft schl went to hub, then home .
ok. i'm bored right now.
that fool isnt entertaining me at all, bitch. HAHA. :p
tooodles .

i remember everything you said.
i remember all of your cute lil actions.
i remember the smile on your face.
whenever you say you love me, it feels so right.

Cuz' i still remember the love i left behind.

went into Maple ystd. was kinda upset ._.
cried to bed. slept @ about 12 plus which is kinda late, for me . haha.

alright. school as usual.
nothing much. got back chinese results.
screwed. i actlly failed. (& i swear ive nv failed chinese bfore)
idk why i got this kind of marks. i thought i cld score well..
felt damn dumb . zz.
maths paper 2 was kinda bullshit. i knew my result will turn out like that.
cuz i knew nthg @ section B. left it blank .
i feel like .. giving up . serious. sighs-
mdm leow was absent, thrfore slept during her period.

aft schl. principle, vp, dp & tchers came into class.
talked to us fr awhile . called out a few names. mine was.
needa meet principle on fri aft schl.
i think like sortof counselling ? ._. haha .
went to walk arnd opp. 453 w kim fr awhile.
then went home.
i needaaaa nap now. i'm tired :\

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Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby, come back

I was reading my archives ....
& i cried ..
I never knew i could hurt like this .

(Shall update this post tmrw.. its getting late, needa sleeep)
schl tmrw. i hate schl ._.
but i luv laobye truccckkloads ! hees. ♥

[edited] Monday, 180808

yay. i'm home. shall update my post fr ystd :]
i think that bitch 's updating too. hahahaha.

Yesterday: met that leong @ habour front mrt station, & shes fking late.
she made me wait fr so long ]': .. HAHAH.
ok. her shoes was so slippery that she alws almost fell. leong's sucha fool !
walked arnd vivo . damn boring, nthg to do ):
so went to toilet. took many pictures.
had fun w her in the toilet. & i think shes like some siaogao laughing. LOL.
then went to hav dinner @ long john's.
walk arnd again .
parted @ about 730+ .
i luv this silly bitch v much :D hahaha, shes alws making me laugh .
Leong, i think people like you shld die ♥ muack ! HAHAH .


Today:
Happy birthday fish♥ . may all your wishes come true :D
got back papers. i think i did badly fr english & maths ._.
passed english, failed maths paper1 . and i think .. i'm gnna die fr the rest of the subjects .
& Fucking form teacher, i tell you .
I fucking put in the effort to write one and a half page of socialstudies stuff on the paper,
and you fucking gave me ZERO ?
( i admit i lifted all frm the sources.) but for fuck's sake, not even a mark ?
Chaocheebye i think you really suck alot k ?
was v pissed off when i got the paper & i saw zero mark .
so i shouted v loudly in class. you think i care if you look @ me ?
i know if i hand up a blank paper, i'll for sure get zero.
so i made the effort to write so much. TO JUST GET AT LEAST A MARK OR TWO.
okay fine. zero. FYI: for n lvl, i'm nt going to do a single shit. get it ? you made me do this.
i fucking hate you mrs amy ang. I REALLY HATE YOU.
YOU'RE LIKE SOME SHIT TO ME.
GET IT ?!!?!?!!! lksdhjlkadjeolpepoa;LKSAd
okay. aft schl .
had quite alot of fun. but my leg v pain nw right :(
thanks to sher, Hahahaha . kidding lah :p
shall end here.
[/edited]

The only thing that occupies my mind, You .


hello ! reachd home like, 2 hrs ago.
but sad, leong is offline alr , ]: aww, that bitch mus hav missed me damn much .
hahahahaha !
ok. today , met Sk @ bishan mrt station .
went down to bunk. damn bored. lil people also .
on comp. played audi fr awhile .
then Yuan & nightz came . then nightz used my comp fr awhile .
hes CanCan beatup is fffuuuckkiiingggg perverted lah ._.
hahahahhaa . ok .. pro :s
then used comp all the way. abt 3+, had lunch @ long john w vodkra & sk.
bored like some shit . seems like many ppl is missing today, saturday.
aft lunch, went back to bunk again. more people thr alr .
so walkd arnd. talkd to nightz & phatom . ok, v lil only .
hahaha then went back to amk .
waited for ahpui @ his house outside.
then walk back to mrt station, waitd fr chanel & vodkra.
took bus to yishun.
met junkee, eric, dudu & ahgr @ northpoint.
then walked to yishun safra.
watch them play bowling & pool .
Sk's bowling make me laugh like some cheebye lah. LOL !!!
ok. sit thr watch them pool damn bored nia !
all the way till 10 plusplus, left safra.
train back to amk. went to kpool .
saw cousin. went up & talk to her a lil .
then went to S eleven. see them eat. then went home
oh, TY SK FR THAT FKING VITASOY.
(One fking vitasoy SGD$1.35 only also want geh gao till lidat, siaocb)
Hhahaha . went back home aft that ..
only ... knows why . (heheheee)

daddy fetched me frm busstop.
& ohoh, recieved my geeky specs that i bought online !
omg, kinda heart pain leh. i dno i buy that fr what .
mayb cuz i think its cute .
kinda regret nw . v waste of money :\
hahaha , but , oh well. i bought it ler. ughs.

kay. its getting late .
1.40 am right now, i shall sleeeeeep :]
gooodnightz .

I miss you . X100000 .


Hello lovers !!!
last paper today . i'm so so happy, hehs :]
currently chatting w that fking laobye .
she's nt entertaining me at all . sucha fool ]: .. wanted to meet her today .
but , sad. didn't. ITS ALL YOUR FAULT LEONG !!
(Hahaha, i'm kidding lah :D)

Anyw. aft history paper, went to macdonalds. had bfast w/ sher & kim.
damn bored. met kim's seller, went to post office also .
aft that. left amk. & went home w sher.
i've been feeding myself w maggi mee this few days .
(i'm gnna have a heavy hairloss O: !)
ok . my freaking ulcer. is damn freaking pain right now lah .
it is damn huge ok ! not normal ones.
then the dark patch on my upper lip, nt yet heal , ):
so uggggglllyyyy .

ok. mama lurbes you leong :]
HAHHA.

IF ANYONE SELLING MAPLE MESOS,

MESSAGE LIEWHUAFENG, 83226110 .

Aquila only. 40cents/million.

Okay.
chnged my keyboard to previous one since i cant play audi.
(wireless one, hees)
cuz speakers spoilt. ): hur .
anyway, i found out a fucking copycat who copied evrything frm my blogshop.
ok , not evrything. but the cleocat fashion spree's format , and evrything lah.
so stupid lor.
-backspaced everything.
k , anyway. i cancelled all thoes. hees .
i find myself stupid . fancy helping her advertise @ my blog. Hur.

Last paper tmrw ! yay .
i shall sleeeep.

I think of you. Every hour, every minute, every second.


constructing my new skin ........
sooon ... hahahahaha.
ok ! right now. i hav a v swollen upper lip :(
not v swollen lah . the swell gone abit alr.. big ulcer formed . hur .
this was bcuz . Adam's shoulder knocked onto my upper lip !!!
it bleed ... alot .. alot :'(
so painful . (i'm afraid that the swell cant heal & my teeth will go crooked hahahah)
so went to toilet, washed my lip . cried & kept scolding like one siao .
yea, but he apologised :]

maths paper 2 was crap .
i think i flunked it. i felt like one lunatic while doing the paper .
(stella is stressed!!! hahahaha)
ok . many questions nt done . time nt enough, plus i don't hav enough practices.
oh well . tooo bad fr me . ):
home w sherlin aft school aft a few rounds @ hub.
hees ! i think thats all .
People, check out my blogshop lehlehleh. Order frm me :D
WWW.YOUROBSESSIONS.BLOGSPOT.COM , YAY.

(on the verge of breaking down; 14days)

Story of a girl who cried a river .


Hello earthlings ! i'm back to posting. heeehee.
as i was bathing.. i sudnly thought of what i did when i was young. hahhah.
i wld go to my cousins house during holidays & stay overnight .
then i'll dance w them . the long ago song by Britney Spears - Lucky. HAHAH .
i still remember the steps ok! -
then we'll dance infront of people . omgz, freaking humourous. hees ! :b

another funny thing is .. my typing goes like this :
yOx .... yeaHh..~! today.. shuang siahh...
LoL .... knn eh.. haha ~! hm ......
** mErRy cHrIsTmAS aNd a hApPy nEw yEaRRR~~
Ok stop. thats damn .. damnn stupid . i feel like a retard. HHAHA. OK! dont laugh ! but i'm laughing. hahahahahhahahah Laugh my ass out .

Anyway ! physics, chem & maths prelims today .
physics was .. quite ok. altho i didnt study & i know i wont pass. haha !
chemistry was bullshitz . knew nothing at all. a blank piece of paper for paper 2 .
maths was. ok, i guess. i didnt study . so ive forgotten quite a number of stuff. hee.

OHOH, piece of goood newz.
My desktop is fixed !!! ive internet now, yay .
but. smthngs wrong w the lappy now.. no internet connection. HAHA. shall let my sis suffer then :} (since i had mine)
ok. some problms with this desktop's speakers .
i cant listen to music !!!! pathetic enough, ive to play songs frm my phone .
I wnna change my blogskin ! ok , constructing ......
BYEBYE. :D !

[edited]
omg daddy came back ...
and he brought along a ... BLACK PSP SLIM.
i was shocked.
jus bcuz he scared me & sis will get bored w only 1 comp, he bought it.
(waste money, tsk :x)
hees. butbutbut , i luv my daddy v much !
[/edited]

(Do you know how much i love you?)
I need you back , now .

I need you , badly .


prelims tmrw. bound to fail.
didnt study during the weekends. just slacked all the way .
v lazy to study .
guess i rly gave up studying alr. urgh.
i don't want school !!!

ive been thinking bout you the whole day .
where are you ? i miss you.
(was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings?)

Start all over again .

hello earthlings :]

watching kiss2 . sad, awh .

i rotted at home the whole day , z

supposed to study , but i didnt. haha. i think i'm gng to fail my prelim on tuesday .

(chemistry,physics & maths)

anyw. haigui called me jus nw, didnt knw was him .

kup his phone fr the first time .

and shouted at him ' shutup lah ' fr the scond time. LOL .

cuz i thought it was a prank call by some idiots.

so paiseh lah ._. hahah . sorry !

nap in the aftnoon .

then used the comp all the way till sis came back .

ok , ive nthg much to blog alr .

gtta slp ! :) goodnight .

I'm nothing , you're everything.


currently watching ndp now. & chatting w darling on msn :D
saturday is boring . really boring .
went out @ about 12 plus w daddy & mummy .
daddy brought us to funan, IT mall .
he wanted to buy a new laptop for me . but i prefer desktop lehxz :\
so walked arnd. looklook . had our lunch there .
aft seeing fr so long , went home empty hand-ed . hahaaah ._.
came home . used the comp all the while .
no one to entertain me !
i'm bored ):

Check out my blogshop !
i have new preorder on . go support k !
http://www.yourobsessions.blogspot.com/
heheh . goooodbye .

I don't like today.


hello ! i'm back home :]
ok quite long ago but , sis was using the comp .. ]:
ok ! went to meet sher @ 3
went arnd tpy then trained down to orchard.
walked arnd at wistma & taka .
bought a case frm precious thoughts .
met Sk, junkee, ahpui, tom, playpro, weiren & hes stead @ amk hub .
took train down to cwp . waited fr ppl to arrive
then dudu, matt , chanel , rachel, vodkra , elaine, another guy & another guy came . (ok ._.)
then went in seoul garden. settled down . waitd fr weiren
while waiting. saw that stupid domenic & senseh .
so msged him & asked him whrs he .
went to find him . ok for awhile only then i ran back to seoul garden alr
v v v v v sian @ thr .
i think isnt worth the price cause i ate quite little ._.
went outta seoul garden aft eating w sher. walked arnd cwp cuz v v bored thr.
then aft awhile, left cwp.
didnt witness sk cutting cake, haha. but oh well . i went off first cuz i was feeling v sian what . also , like some shit standing thr . anything .
(very annoyed. i cnot tolerate jokes being carried too far. cheebyexz . basically , i'm alr not in a good mood alr. what else ? i THOUGHT it wld be an 'oh-so-fun' kindof celebration. kindah fucking nothingz i'm nt happy at all)
Ok , my fault.
aye . reached home @10 . :D

I miss you .
it hurts so much when you're not by my side.
it hurts so much to think about the 'used-to's .
It hurts .. so much ..

i need you back . i'm sorry ..

It has been 10 days without you .


its the 080808 today how cool
okay . going out later on to celebrate a fucker's bday @ cwp , seoul garden
hahah shall update ltr on at night .
gooodbye !

short & meaninglesszx ..

I don't wanna forget you .


heyo .
i got my contact lense ! :)
anyway. don't wna attend schl tmrw
no special reasons, no why , no nothing .
got chance to nt go to schl , then best not to . haha .

schl as usual .
stepped into schl , mdm chan ask why face so black whenever i come schl.
hahaha (like duh) ..
then lessons ...
v boring . slept during mother tongue lesson , fr awhile .

skipped remedial .
goodbye !

Its the 06th .


hello wello .
im at home now .
the bitch's at my house too:) haha ! sherlinchau .
ok . prelim, combined humans today .
one & a half page written .
claps -
but i lifted all frm the paper .
hahah , so .. well . at least ive done smthng :)
paper ended at 1030 . so went to macdonalds w kim & sher.
had our bfast there .
aft bfast . came home .
yay , goodbye.
i'm sad, stella is sad. :(



(say you luv me too)

[edited]
oh mah god. my haircut sucks
sucksucksucks
so damn short lah
walao ):
[/edited]

Everywhere i go , i think of you .


chinese prelim today .
felt damn tired during exam. kept wanting to sleep .. but i tried not to .
so , did the papers . was, well .. quite okay .
socialstudies prelim tmrw.
flunk it . im going to ._.
Zz hahahah

after exam, went to orchard w kim & sher.
wanted to buy our footwears .
but .. in the end. we bought nothing ._.
haaai . i want new flats ! argh .
then went back to bishan . bought stuff & went home .
wanted to actlly study fr my ss . but too tired. so i slept ._. Lmaozx
okay . i tink thats all fr today . im so boredzzz

[edited]
why am i feeling like that.
im effing sad im effing sad
im fucking sad i feel like crying
fuck myself fuck
im rly very uncomfortable right now
WHY LIKE THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!1
WHY WHY
I FEEL LIKE KILLING THIS FUCKING DUMB ASS : ME
i so chong dong for what fuck
i regretted i rly do

-
have you forgotten about us
have you forgotten about what you said to me
have you forgotten evry lil thing we did
have you forgotten our promises

i feel like crying .
really
[/edited]

Time check : 6.35 Am

ahahh why am i blogging at this time
cuz im damn bored & im preparing fr schl right now . hahaha
okay im kinda boliao
so , bye

I miss you .
I miss every single thing that you did .
I miss every single thing that you did to me.

Always on my mind


argh . i wanna change fone i wanna chnge fone i wanna change fone !!!
i kinda hate my fone z . the camera suck . i hate taking picts w it .
also , the damn lag & for dno what reasons keep auto shut down . dang . bth
needa go orchard update it .
but i lazy lehhh hahaha

suddenly have an urge to change my blogskin .
but i cant find nice skins anyway leh . so bored of my skin . Lol
anyway . Prelim today . english paper 1&2 .
rather okay i should say .
at least no blanks or whatsoever .
but i think my compo is a lil outta point leh . hahah oh well
aft school went to hub with girls . bought my earstick ..
searching for a bagpack . argh .. idk whr to find nice ones . anyone knows !!! :(
ok anyway aft that ... ok
got my French Connection top finally :D
(one hole in mah pockketzx)
[edited]omfg i like kinda regret ._.[/edited]

jus reached home .
so bored. boredboredbored.
im waiting for leong laobye to online . Hahahah !
Chinese prelim tmrw . hope paper isnt difficult .
Gooodbye !

(haai . why am i still/always so upset !!)

I thought we could last forever .

ugh . i'm still coughing .. badly .
well . rot at home the whole day today .
did nothing seriously .
audi-ed w fish , haigui & nightz jus now.
damn the fiesta12. play like some noobs. hahaha .

school tmrw . prelim . bored.
hope everybody do well for that :)

I am gonna be a happy kid ... i hope.


hey . i jus got home . & its 1.13 am right now.
ok , mom nagged. like siao (on the fone) . but when i gt home, she stopped.
hahahha

anyway, Spartans, sry. unable to make it .
but still , Happy birthday to Htp :)
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today was a v v boring day for me .
unlike previous usual saturdays. altho its (a weee bit!) boring at times, but at least. i'm rly rly happy :)
oh kay . cut the crap .
so , met Hf at bishan @ abt.. i forget what time .
then trained down to bunk .
wasnt feeling well then .
headache . flu, cough. feel as tho im having a fever . like right now.
reached bunk . damn sian .
then i kinda teared. okay it was damn stupid lah mother fucking Stella !
stood thr like some idiot. met rachel & vodkra.
then aft awhile, went to pastamania to find Chanel & her friend.
walk arnd ps . feeling damn bored lor !
went back to bunk again . slack , did nothing .
wanted to wait for fish , but bloody hell so long. so went off to parklane or way .
they went to find matt for pool .
then sit thr watch them ._.
met dudu & another matt there .
aft their pool , went back to bunk again .
saw dorothy & shanice thr . then walk arnd. see peepo play .
aft awhile. trained down to amk ler.
on the train . i was feeling damn bored. rly bored.
(i miss you like god damn lot)
oh well . reached. then met the others . waited fr the ANGJUNKEE , v long.
went to foodcourt , they had their dinner.
till about 8. went down to cinema.
conflicts hahaha
ok . caught the show ; Money Not Enough 2.
ate my lunch & dinner there (jumbo hotdog hahaahha)
Freaking funnaaye i tell you . hahaha .
despite of my bloody hoarse & nan ting voice , i still laugh like nobody's business .
hahahha fuck funny lah. laugh till my voice abit off alr now .
cough like siao also . people go watch it :D
okay anyway . aft show was 10+ alr.
slacked outside the cinema.
then went to pool . quite late alr so , the rest went home .
leaving me , sk , another matt , ahpui & junkee .
went to macdonalds. their had their supper ._.
sk damn bloody dirty lah . ZZZ. bth .
then matt & sk accompanied me t cab home @ about 12.45 or smthng .

i'm tired!
im having a terrible block nose right nw . cant breathe . fk
teelll me hoow supppose to breathee www no aaiiirrr
i wanna sleeeeeeeeep .
tatas :)

30 July 2008 .


Fuck myself.
i cried.

Hello , i am Stella Ang :]


im sick . sick sick !
heavy flu , sore throat . slight cough . right now, head kinda pain .
No please ! i don't wnna fall sick :(

yay . its friday .
(sick of teachers patrolling arnd the whole bloody schl .)
casual friday removed thou. didnt knw jus bcuz of some matters , casual fri needa be removed. why mus school be so boliao ?????
supposed to stay back aft schl . but came home instead.
wanted to have a haircut .
but i'm lazy . too lazy to move . haha . im tired actlly .
anyway. saturday tommorrow. i guess it'll be boring w/o you .
(i miss you , do you ?)
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(Now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it cant be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over .)