Baby , I love you still , as much . You know .
Its better to be loved, than to love . Its true though . But i cant help it .
I want you back like in the past . ):
I'm so afraid know. Your school started alr lor . Hais . (i'm damn serious abt this , my tears will drop whenever the thought of you in schl pops up in my mind & you shld know why)
You won't be reading this, definately, or maybe . I really really love you .
I feel like ..
a failure .
I'm damn tired . Really .
-At any point of time , i might give up .
But , i know i definately will regret this.

Okey , get back to posting , Enough of those emo shits .
I'm getting really crazy these few days . Tears just drop instantly . )':
Fuck it . when can this stop ? Cb , im really getting annoyed.
Ya but in any case , i shldnt .
Okey . Lessons as usual .
Morning was called by Mrs Sim . down to meet Mdm Chan & Mr Ang .
okey , i was like , wtfucking hell i did wrong again lor !
However , things didnt turn out as bad as i thought .
Had quite a nice chat w Mdm Chan & Mr ang arnd the porch . ( except fr my lovely fringes clipped up . earrings down . okey & that damn toot belt on my waist . ) Then i started complaining about teachrs whom i hated . :x hahaha . Guess who she is .
Isnt it obvious enough !? Yeah , & almost whole class hates her . How popular ! :p
Apart frm her . thrs still another bloody cb teacher who insulted me .
Mayb she don't even feel that it was an insult . But to me , ITS BLOODY INSULTING ME ME ME OKEY !! Thrfore, her name is out . :p
But duh , teachers side teachers . teachers are right .
In the end , i still have to agree with them lor ._. Honestly, i don't :x
Went back to class , had SocialStudies test . was it ? or not. hahaha .
but anyway , another one sentence paper was handed up .
Then all those lessons lah .
Slept during English - which was the last period .
Woke up just in time fr dismissal . heheh :D

& Then , yeah . Had fun !
I saw many books that i feel like buying frm MPH .
Those children being abused by step mother , step father . Omg .
Their childhood is so . so . nvmd , i suddenly forgot whats that word . Hahaha .
I read one book's blurb, which says that :
This girl's mother , was dead. or was she not . But in any way , she had nvr seen her before . (Sad enough already, continue)
She had a stepmother . & Was forced into prostitution ! AT THE AGE OF 7 OKEY ?! Rape & everything. Her step mother abused her .
She ate candle wax to stay alive . ( Ey, whatthehell ?! )
Its a true story tho. I damn pity those children lah ): Sadcase.
& I forgotten some contents inside already . Walao , why on earth thr's such cruel people lor.
Are they mentally or physically siao ? Abuse children very fun eh ?
I shall try out then . Haha ! kidding .
Pardon me fr my lame- ness .

Then , i read the teenage magazine fr FREEE . :p
At the 'Dear Kelly' section , (okey fr teenage, im only interestd in this only :x UNLESS THR'S JAYCHOU !!) i read something horrible . O: !!!
This girl enjoys sex with her father . FATHER !!! & She do it openly infront of her friend !
Naked , & stuff . Omg . They share a room tgthr w her brother, of age 6 /7 . I cant remb .
I think that's awful . :/ Argh . I feel like a psychotic person, saying all this . LOL !
Its the May issue one . Go get it & read !
Then , came home , & slept , till like abt , 1 hr ago ? .

I feel bored right now know .
I wanna audi . But no one's on !!! May my darling on faster & pei me chat [:
(Im like so excited . Looking soo forward to Saturday :D, Duh , to meet my darling! ♥ )
Haha ! Toodles .

' Haha ' : You know how i do it ?
Fake a smile & Say ' cheeeeeeeeeeeze ' ! . :D