WHY SO HANDSOME ?!?!?!!!!!!!!
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suddenly thought of my Olvls.. kinda worried for my results. to recall.. i think i screwed quite alot. it's a feeling insde.. i'm really afraid.. really really -.- stupid. ughh i swear my heart's pumping right nw wtf

updated my tumblr heheh. well.. i guess i'm gonna rot at home for the whole of today. went out to town w sis ystd. 2 more items added to my wardrobe like finally! ^^ more coming frm online shopping.. ahahahah so satisfied. everyone's working alrdy and me..? still wasting my time here doing nth 'cept using comp, spending money.. i want a job!! anyone intro me? plzplzplzplz i've already wasted one whole month... :(

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anyway. ants are real irritating pests. all over my table idk why. fck.. itching all over already. hell boringgggginging..

so many words unsaid

hi all ^^ i'm back n omg its 1.48am.. quick update n off2bed. went over to vivo. got my jacket but so disappointed -.- walked arnd.. supposed to look for job but ended up shopping ahah. enjoy ourselves :-) however didn't get anything.. still prefer online shopping eheh. i wanna be rich!! rich like those richies out there!! k gng out w sister tmrw yay gnightz!

a day out with kim for interview at Raffles. turned out to be a recruit express company or smth -.- so.. great disappointment. then went over to Shangri-la.. we almost died bcuz heels killed us n damn the long journey to the 'nearest bus stop' -.- headed down to ION after that.. walked arnd.. just when our legs were about to break.. we left. kept complaining on our way home.

dad came to fetch me to IKEA w mom n sis. walked arnd.. shopped for our stuff. new pillows + desk for us! then, sis was raving about the meatballs spaghetti there.. how dainty it was n all.. i had to try it. as expected.. not that 'WOW' but still nice.. idk why the raves frm her. then, dad was nxt. about the hotdog buns.. ahah common. but tasty. kkk thats all i'm too lz to continue.

oh. and this cute boy at IKEA. he was trying so hard to tiptoe to hold onto the handle.. n his mom pushing the trolley dragged him. like a sicko, i ran over and took a picture. wahahah cute boy i wnna kidnap him. ;)

blisters on my feet! poor leggy legs.. they're still aching.. thx to my heels. i'm really tired n i need to sleep now. so goodnight peepo :-) lotsa lovelovelove

i think i got scammed.. $200 -.-

hi. hows life? ^^ pretty much boring for me 'cept that was busy packing stuff and shifting it over here. terrible sinus strucked me ystd.. was really uncomfortable n all so slept early last night. the environment must have caused it ahah. realized the money in my bank went down by $300++ in like 2-3 weeks.. where the hell did they flew to? -.- i swear thr're no new goodies for me n my wardrobe. zzzzz..

btw.. i'm like so worried for my Olvl results.. -.- i know i have to ignore (bcuz it cnot be undone) n spend my hols first but i swear i just cn't help it -.- i'm worried about... somemore stuff which i don't wish to mention.. practically everything in my life -.-

where are you where are you i miss you.......
-.-

till now i'm still clueless..

went out in the evening.. jun drove us all to katong mall's jap restaurant. many funny happenings on the way there haha! had our dinner and went off to Marina Barrage. celebrated pui's bday there. felt pretty bored so they wanted to bowl.. ended up spending half an hour infront of the country club fixing jun's car's window ahah ._. wanted to pool after that but kpool closed .. unlucky or what!? haha so went home after that. thx jun ^^

have i mentioned that i fell down again? my heels made me lose balance and i fell.. -.- scratched my leg (one big bloody patch).. it bled n till now it's painful. cn't be anymore clumsy omg. how many times must i fall down in a month?! k time to sleep. i cn't wait to shift hse ^^.

was clearing and packing my stuff for Sunday. threw all my books and worksheets.. seems like i'm throwing all the memories away.. for the past years.. to sum it up, life in Anderson was really great with 5/2 peeps. thr's always fun, joy and laughter with them around. holidays just started (and i reckoned it'll be a boring one) & i'm already missing them ... touched 'nuff.. are you crying ?

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i went to bed at 4am last night and fell asleep at 5+. i can't believe i spent the whole hour reading messages..
kayz. will update blog later on. celebrating pui's bday @ Kallang Katong-

i slept really late last night. like about 4+ and woke up @ 11+ in the morning. thx to the postman whom knocked onto my door & woke me up from my sleep.. my parcels arrived! ugh. i'm like lifeless now know. besides using the comp.. i cn't find anything else to do -.- rain rain go away.. since morning till now! cn't even go out of hse to grab a bite. so i'm here.. dying of hunger.. any food deliveries 2 intro ? dont feel like mac-ing..

"The best thing about a picture is that it never changes even if the person in it does"

you've forgotten.. but i've not

happy birthday to the girl above.. Cheryl choo! :-)

smth to share w you guys. kitty lab's official web! so cute k. http://www.kittylab.com.sg/ oh yah prom's fun but kinda boring.. -.- still.. many pretties n handsomes heheh ;) took little pictures. ugh.. weren't nice.
:-( and the stupid thing is NO CLASS PHOTO (HOW CAN?!) like wtf.. anyway.. everything ended at about 11+ or so. walked off w friends.. (reluctantly..) to town then cabbed to esplande. chatted in an opened area. kinda bored n sleepy so cabbed home at about 2 aft that. seems like i spent all my money on cabbing ystd night tsk. photos not with me, with the others. will upload if i've the time to :-) lastly.. i'll miss 5/2 alot bcuz i don't know when we can see each other again... ('cept for results day- undoubtedly.. it'll only be for a short while) kinda regret what i did for prom.. as in.. i didn't really enjoy myself + my terrible stomachache (not normal pain but it's the pain whereby thr's too much acid in it..) spoilt my appetite + didn't rly take alot pictures with individuals + alot alot more argh.. 2nd prom 4 me ? :(

hmm.. i feel like creating a tumblr & a twitter. yes i shld. k shall go do it now.. a little slow + lag but oh well.. all my heartfelt words n quotes (in tumblr via other users of cuz). nice nicey !
and and i gotta stop shopping online or outside or anywhere for a period already.
i'm really broke.. my money's flying.. like the speed of a light... :\

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fuck you mother fucking dickhead. fucking son of the bitch, i swear a thousand times that life w/o you was so fine LIKE OMG HEAVEN. i don't know why am i talking to you already like wtf. now, fuck off from my life you small little dog. i swear i'll not talk to you ANYMORE. you suck a big time- a million said so. i wanna lead a peaceful life for godness sake. I HAD ENOUGH TROUBLES. god.. my vessels almost burst..

i saw the future.. i made it up

neglecting my blog alot.. ahah. went out for continuously 3-4 days.. looking for prom stuff and all. i'm sure everyone's looking forward to Tuesday eheh. painted my nails navy, got all of my stuff n i think i'm more than ready for prom :-) say hello to babes and hunks! heh. ugh. spent alot recently.. i mean real LOT.. and i need to (MUST) look for a job to earn back the money spent. tsk.. oh. am shifting house this Sunday. see how time flies...

i don't care cuz i'll remb it for life

so in love w my uncle toby's wholegrain bar :-) bought 2 boxes home today morning ahah. so .. went to Cheryl's birthday chalet with joseph hf & april in the evening. was drizzling then. went to tampines & cabbed over. jailed in room with the 3 of them, chatting & eating. heheh thx 4 the food n beverages dear. i cn see you enjoying yourself v much hahah. hope you had fun ! okay, am watching jay chou's mvs now hahaha. in case you don't know, i'm in love with him :-) alright .. going out early tmrw so i better get going .. ciao

fml

oh my god i really hate this fcking life of mine.
i need a new life.. heaven + god, get me into poly plz thx..
i'm so sick of my life ... yuck

omg do i sound like a retard ?

went out to bugis n town with kim ystd. walked for the whole day. legs suffered like crazy ugh. and guess what ? i bought nothing. nothing at all -.- i guess its better to shop at home online. tsk.. i'm becoming geek soon.. aha anyway, will be going out later again. shifting house soon !! :-) eee i detest copycats ..

happy birthday to lovely Eric today ! :-)
ehe! say goodbye to Os! I'M SO EXCITED OH MY GOD. 2nd post for the day. cn't be anymore happy :):) the only thing i'm sad abt is bcuz i'm afraid that my mcq might drag my papers down :-( ugh but anyway .. gg out to shop tmrw ahah. 'mountain tortise' for almost 3 months alrd i think. clearing the mess on my table very soon. anyway, give me some time.. creating the spree in progress (prob will be done in midnight or smth bcuz i'll b watching tv n doing other stuff) heheh. but hopefully response wldn't b that bad.. hm. one small piece of pizza for the whole of today. god.. period's making me suffer.. uhuh, tata !

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never expected so.. seems like you prefer life this way.
i remembered every single word you said and did. what about you ?
i can't believe i dreamt about you for 2 continuous nights ...
it's never gonna be like it again

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LAUNCHED !! like finally right ... no more than $50! support me plzzz ^^
http://amorousletter.livejournal.com/

woke up at 6+ in the morning and i see 'happiness'
'last paper' makes me happy. what about you ? :-)

will be conducting a spree for footwear when i come home later ! hehehe. takes roughly 2 weeks or so to arrive. prices range from $40~$45 (to be revised) no more! leather/suede: boots + platforms + heels + flats ! (not alot actly. less hassle u see :p) more details will be up later on after 6pm. affordable for all! cya girls !

preview 4 u ? :-)

hello i'm back after 3 days. busy studying chinese (less than 3 hrs btw) + shopping online ahah. spent like almost $100 in less than a week when i'm like bloody at home n having my Os .. still .. heheh i cn't wait for prom !! received 2 items i got frm online today + my prom dress. omg luv it to death death x1000. kk aft tmrw- LAST DAY OF Os, i'll go shop till i die. less wordy n entertaining posts in future i promise ! :-) time for tv bbbb !!!

sequined or vans navy/black .. i cnt decide.. :(

happy birthday to mommy on the 6th. love you so much. :-)
happy birthday to laopok wankin on the 7th. lose your effing dotA :-) HAHA

enjoying life right now hehehe. celebrated mom's bday at some restaurant @ east coast. meal was great.. no other verbs to describe it aha. 've been sneezing for the whole day. very terrible eh -.- k it's damn late so i gta go to bed right now

AS EXPECTED, POA SUCKS LIKE SHIT. shit, you know ?! you can simply conclude (from my tone) how badly ive done for my poa papers. duhhh i'm nv into POA. i bloody shed one drop of tear for it just now. WHY DIDN'T I CHOOSE DNT !? 've asked myself a thousand times. POA SUCK SUCK SUCK UR DICK. whole lot saying poa damn easy. fuck. good for you people lor. for me best already. I CONFIRM F9 K. TO ALL THOSE WHO WANT ME TO GET F9 + BADBAD RESULTS FOR ALL OF MY SUBJECTS HAPPY ?!

so you see .. last paper of the week! i can rest for like 5 days before the other 2 papers. but i'm like .. on holiday mode now already wahaha. any idea how tough that period of time was ?! barely 5 hrs of sleep a day know! :-( plusplus, limited computer usage ... aha anyway, i'm gonna enjoy my weekends hehheh off to watch my drama then take nap den play for the whole day wahaha .

seriously, i think i've done badly for Os ... idk why the hell am i pondering so much over it now since everything's like done n cnot be undone .. so ya .. sad. sighs
whtever grades .. i jus wna move on to poly :'-(

4 more papers !!!!!!!!! ....

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need someone like you with me
omg i miss you so so much