Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I made
I thought of me and not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

Nooob shit .

Let me share a joke w you peeeeople .
While audi-ing just now , played the new mode - BeatRush w sher.
.
.
.
I cried.
HAHA. cus too dulan. & idk hw to play. despite of playing it umpteen times, still, i catch no balls . Ok sad fr you noooooob sheeeeeeeet stella !

Alright. gg to seeeee smthng now. :x
cant use the comp soon. BYE .

Regrets.

Just reached home .
& Guess what ? i cant startup my fucking desktop .
I'm currently using the laptop & my sis is gg to use alr. GOODBYE.
I'll post later on when i use it again.
Argh _l_

(I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.)
I miss holding you.
I miss chatting w you.
I miss talking to you .
I miss everything- when i'm w you.
BUT, Do you ?

[edited]
Siansiansian. Desktop spoil = i'm gg to rot at home fr the rest of my life till daddy buys me a new computer. ok, i can use the laptop also. But most of the time , my sister will be using it. _l_ Anyway, slept v early ystd night, like .. 12plus ? didn't have much time to blogggg.

Ystd: met sk @ 2plus, then took bus down to bukit timah . met shu & shirley outside ngee ann poly. Wantd to find matt, but hes at home. lol, so took bus to the market & metup w him. Had lunch thr. (& In my life, i had never ate such disgusting chicken rice bfr.) then went to IRC, metup w wc. played pool thr. mood was v fuckedup. so yeah, aft that walkd to matt's hse. slacked thr. damn boring. Did nothing, see shu use the comp, and watch abit of tv. Left at about 930, had dinner at the market. then went home aft that.

On phone w sher now. she can patch her audi, but i patch till corrupt.
Thanks to domenickoh. Ok nvmd. nv blame you :D LOL.
Currently dl-ing the full ver ._. and im gg to patchpatchpatch, roughly abt 2hrs ltr then can play. patheticcccc ._. hahahahahhahahha.
AUDI OLD SONGS ARE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OLD AUDI PLAYERS COME BACKKKK !!!
OMGOMGOMOGM I MISS AUDITION OLD SONGS. WEEEE.
Ok mind me. GOODBYE !!!!

怎么了　你累了
说好的　幸福呢
我懂了　不说了
爱淡了　梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的　幸福呢
我错了　泪干了
放手了　后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Too much to say, i don't know where to start.

Went out to bugis today, fr awhile, then came back amk :)
Gosh, my mosquito bite is itching again. i'm afraid they wont heal, then leave one scar thrrrr. Fkkkkkk :( anyw, audi-ed a lil just now, and my mood was down to the max. Guess will be rotting at home tmrw alr ! Gooodbye.

HeyYou, lick my dog's shit fucker.

Disappointment. Disappointment. Disappointment.

Went out at ... i forget what time alr. i have serious STM ._. ANW, met nightz & prince @ bishan mrt station. waitd fr HTP to come, thn trained down to dbg . met yuan & min thr. then me , htp & prince went to KFC to have lunch, while the othrs went to buy bandage fr nightz's injury. (think of hw he hurt himself, i wna laughoutloud-, LOL!! meann-) then they came to look fr us . wankin, opti & phatom came too. aft that, wantd to go to parklane, but was raining heavily , so headed to bunk. played a few rnds of audi w nightz, htp & prince. trashed nightz like siao. heh heh hehhhh :] & HTP down thr act very pro. hahahh. aft that, slacked at the mrt station thr- dno hw to say whr. but, i apologise fr making you people wait fr meee fr so longggg :\ sorry sorry & thousands of sorry.

Headed to parklane aft that. the guys played KOF, so i had a chat w Min :] haha. then see them play pool. damn funny lah. all sorts of names came out- xiaojumpjump , xiaored. keep xiao-ing. hahah ! aft awhile, min & yuan accompanied me to Macs to have dinner . went back to see them pool, then went off . met Sk @ hub. bought his wax dno what shit. ran home just to catch my 9o'clock channel8 show. & to me, the last epi : sucks. byebye.

And I know we said let go but I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

(Lol,Lol,Lol... ._. Guessed so. Shld have known eariler, not late either.)

Heavyheavy flu. Againnnn. i hate the feeeling, urghs. its killingg meeeee...
Stayed at home fr the whole day tday. excpt that, went out to eat w family. then came home. did notihng but audi-ed. played Fam Battle w Yuan & Nightz. lost due to the lag-ness. score stuck & all. everyoneeee shaggggged. v saddening laaa. ): but i knw we can do btr nxt time :] hahah. Alright, will be sleeeping early tonight. & my tagboard is dead ): ppl doooo tag ok! :D

BTW,
You suck like my dog's shit mother fucker, PCB.

[edited]
Hey. Just visited bastard's blog. & i saw one very funny video. (provided if you understand hokkien) ok, shall share w all of you. but i don't wna post it. ugly :x So, CLICK : http://s83.photobucket.com/albums/j287/kriston_/?action=view&current=hokkien.flv :D HAH. laugh your balls out ahhhh.

Spartans♥

HAPPY 6MONTHS SPARTANS ♥ :D

Funny group of peeeepo.

Trained down to woodlands early in the morning, 10 plus going 11. met Yuan & Min @ mrt station. then to cwp's foodcourt, metup w htp, haigui, lychee & lpxx . slacked @ carpark, waitd fr nightz & prince to arrive. aft that bus-ed down to tamp, metup w dzq, fish, wankin, mantou, rawrs, & prince's friend. then took bus down to changi village > changi ferry terminal > took bumboat to Pulau Ubin. (my first time thr, suaku right!) when we reachd pulau ubin. waitd fr people to have their lunch. then rent bikes. cut cake @ shelther. then went on our seperate ways . went w min,yuan, rawrs & fish. i got a total of 11 mosquito bites ok ._. (but some healed alr.) ya anyw. thanks fish. hahaha. aft idk hw many mins/hrs, met up w the rest. then took the bumboat back to changi . had my first meal thr, shared fried rice w min :] then went off w min, yuan, fish & dzq. took bus to bedok & metup w Sk, jun, ahpui, matt , shirley & wc. on the way, chatd w min & yuan. Thanks both. loveee truckloads :D

Waitd fr them to have their dinner @ KFC. then took bus back to Amk. went up to Kpool. rachel came, so me & sk went to find her. till kpool gt tables fr us , we went back. then i sent rachel to the interchange to take her bus. came back, see them pool. aft awhile, matt, shirley & wc went off. i played a few rnds & left also.

Quiz- Tagged by shirley :]
-

The rules and regulations
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird
things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of
their own 10 weird things/habits/little known
facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people
to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back !

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1. Gets jealous very easily. (Veryvery, seriously)

2. Do/Buy something, then regret the nxt minute.

3. My bolster has been w me fr 14 yrs .

4. I hate people who irriate me when i'm busy.

5. Checking my phone whenever i wake in the middle of the night.

6. Can suddenly go oh-so-emo.

7. I cant ride a bike .

8. Cry because i lost/off-form in Audi.

9. Hates hongsters/flirters blablablaaaaaaaa.

&&& I cant think of anymore ._.

-

I took like more than 30mins to do this, cus i've to think abt it ._.

hhaha. Anyw, i'm fucking tired now. i sudnly feel v giddy. So um, tooodles. :]

(I knew this day will come- Ahem, a week or two? ._.)

Woke up @ 1.30 today. ok fr me, its like damn late laaa. audi-ed a lil, at 3.20 plus, sk called & i prepared. this fucker made me wait like more than 15mins again at the busstop. bus-ed down to BukitTimah. went to find shiriey, wc & matt. walkd to IRC, then me & sk went to have lunch @ mac. aft that went to find the rest @ pool. played a few rnds w them. left the place at abt 8 plus. but cldnt get to elsewhr cus it was raining heavily outside. so, went to a prata shop, had prata thr. walkd under the rain, back to matt's hse aft that. played a few rounds of audi, 8keys & beatup. did nothing elsee. left @ 11.20. walkd to busstop w sk, thought we missed our lastbus. BUT HENG, we didnt. then had supper @ coffeeshop & home aft that .

Shall sleep now.
Shirley, i'll do the quiz tmrw ! :D hah.

I NEED A SPARE PHONE BADLYYYYYYYY.

Another wordy post..

Today,
i see something, i'm unhappy with something.....

Anyway. went out today, kinda late. 430 plus. met nightz @ khatib mrt station. djmax-ed while waiting fr htp & senseh to arrive. then took bus down to parklane. was a v v long rideee. then reachd parklane, had our lunch @ the chickenrice place (LOL). the uncle koped my $1 ! ): hahha, didn't ask fr it. nvmdd. its okkkk :] went to staircase, wait fr them to smoke. then went to pooool ! played w senseh all the way. & i kept losing ._. ok he said i gt win dao, but i rly cant remb. ANYW. nightz v evil laaaa. made htp happy fr nothing during pool. hahahha. laughtillpengzzx . aft that, went off to longjohn's , htp had his dinner thr. weather wasnt gd then, so all of us were walking under the rainnnnn. (drizzling only actly). walked back to bunk, on computers. four of us audi-ed there. KAO, down thr laughing like siaooo lah. all of them actttt one pro. what 'comp lag', 'last key', 'off form', 'chance key spoil' , all htp say one, hahahahhha. play till halfway, sudnly all of our comps gt no sound, cus bunk closing alr. our last game, we played silent audi. again, i laugh dao siao. all of them got trashed by the pro, meee :] haha ! aft that went up to smoking area, waitd fr htp & senseh. then took train back amk & home.

Thanks fr today peopleee :D
♥♥♥

BTW, peoplee who gt spare phone lend me pleasee!

Moments that take our breath away.

Out for the whole day. just reachd home like, half an hr ago. met Sk in the aftnoon. supposed to meet @ abt 1.20pm. but i waitd till 1.52pm, then that fucking guy appear at the busstop. thanks fr making me wait so long ah (: _l_ took bus (A NO AIR-CON BUS) down to bukit timah. met shirley & wc. the weather is bloody hot lah ! cant tahan . on the way keep complaining and complaining. i think i rly cnt live w/o an aircon ._. hahaha. walked to ngee ann poly to find matt. then settled @ the canteen. had our lunch thr. aft that, took bus to IRC to play pool till about 6plus. then went to market to have our dinner. slacked at void deck fr awhile & went up to matt's hse .

Used the computer to audi. helped him complete his license & did some story in storymode. (idk hw to phrase this ._.) also, used poker cards- played all sorts of games. damn funny lah. esp wc, the way he talk, i rly can laugh till peng. LOL. well, bunch of jokers. haha! left his house at about 11.15. took bus w Sk all the way back to amk. chatted alot. Sk, -inserts tiko face emo used in msn-, waitd fr him to finish his food @ SmallS. & he accompanied me home.

Supposed to go out to smwhr else today. but i bombed itttt.
arghhhs. i'm really sorrysorrrry. but tmrw's a promise ! :D
Thanks fr trusting me & sorry fr misplacing it today. hahah.

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you
& Tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely too.

have been gg out alot this few days. aftnoon, went out with kim. Bugis Street > Fareast > Wisma . found jobs at Fareast. hope the person will call me soon. :D ok , im very lz to blog right now. hahha. gooodbye.

to htp:
must remb what you gta do aft your pay :]:] !

Always knew that when we said goodbye,
It wouldn't last forever,
Always thought that I'd run into you,
And we'd get back together.
Now you're here just like I imagined,
But never once did it cross my mind that you could move on

If only our love was strong.

Firstly,
THANKS TO NIGHTZ&YUAN FR HELPING ME EARN DENS THIS MORNING. & WHOEVER WHO HELPED ME LAAAAHH. I'm veryveryvery bloody grateful to you people okkkkkk :D serious. i'm over theee mooon ! LOL. luvya'll ♥ !! currently, i've 1.4M . hoho. but i spent abit just nw, to get back those items i used to have. cnt remb hw much i had now. hah. mind me.

ok, ANYW, went out in the aftnoon. i mean, late aftnoon. cus thanks to smone who slept like a pig, & everyone neeeda wait fr him. so, prepared & all. met sk @ hub. trained down to cityhall, then walked to marina sq. shu, matt, shirley & wc were alr thr waiting fr us . then went to walk arnd. actly wntd to play bowling, but fullll. so decided to catch a movie- 20th Century dno what shit laaa. 2 & a half hrs moviee. i slept in the cinema fr awhile. missed some parts . LOL. kindaa sian laa the show. dont quite like :\ .. aft that. they had dinner @ foodcourt, then aft dinner, matt went home. we went to Superbowl. see them bowl fr awhile. They bowl damn funny lah ! jokers. haha ! then trained back to amk. headed to kpool. played w them . then shu leftt. & today , i won smone again. I WON SK HEEEEE :D LOL. alright. went home w sk, shir & wc . thanks fr accompanying me homeeee ! :D & shir, relax okkkk ! dont b mad :] hahhaa. Shall sleeep sooon.

Hello !
Went out damn late today. at about like , 4 plus going 5 i think. met Sk & Rachel. then trained down to dbg. emptyyy train lorrrr :D then went to bunk , Spts were outsideee. (waiting fr meee lehhhh :D) hahaha . walkd arnd bunk, see peoplee playyyy. then htp & haigui camee in & talked a lilll. -remb saturday ahhh! loool ! aft awhile, dudu reached. slacked @ arcade, & bunk. went up to the smoking area , waitd fr aaron. then slackkkkked, and trained back to amk w them. went to kpool. xiang was thr, then ahpui & junkee arrive. aft that, shu & weihua came also. played a few rounds, GUESS WHAT. I WON AHPUI. :D i won him !!!! almost won dudu also . but, didnt la , sad. almost ok ! im so prooo :3 aft a few rounds w junkee, ahpui, sk , shu & momo. then went home alone @ 12 plus . neeeda sleep early today ! htp too k :D

yay. tmrw will be sunday .
itsaaa happpy dayyyy frrr meeeee. know why ?
spts people are helping me hack to gain dens in audi. LOL . k , i knw i'm v lame but. i'm rly desperate fr dens right now laaaaah ok. mothrfkinghell !

Tag replieeees.

clown : haha, okkk. you add bah :D
sasa : haaar comment ? hahaha ! tag you mean ? :] :]
Germaine : kiss my ass & diee tooo :D
HUIMIN♥ : haha ya ! i have to :x LOL. yesyes, so grateful to them :B
Passer-by : _l_ (:
jk : hello ahgongggggg , you then noob lah ! hahaha.
忠心'lynette; : hello lycheee ! haha, fk careee the person :D
Clara : Darling! ily tooooo:D heckcareeee . heees.
♥ RACHEL : hello rachel! you're mineee too :D LOOL.
SHER♥ : LOL , relax mannnn. yea, you knw i knw . heehee .
laobye#2 : LOL. hahah ! okkk, i knw who are you. :]
passer-by : jaychou- nu er hong. & shayne ward- damaged (:
Germaine : AHGAO. yes, imy so. muackkk ! hahah.

stomachacheeeeeeeeee. ):

went out in the aftnoon tday :D met htp, haigui, nightz & prince @ orchard's foodrepublic. then walk arnd. they wna find jobs, so accompanied them. so we went wisma, taka, heerens, fareast and cine. met lynette & her friend @ fareast. and yeah, the guys found their jobs thr. :] at 6, went off w htp. he went to woodlands while i went to bishan. wantd to meet sk thr actly . but endup taking anothr train back to orchard. met sk, rachel & dudu thr. walkd arnd. went to fareast again. 630 plus, had my very first meal of the day at longjohn's. aft that, walk arnd fareast. decided to go wisma aft that, so shopped arnd w rachel while the guys went kino @ taka. went to meet them & walked to cine. damn boreddddd. so went back hme aft that (: ran home just bcus i wntd to catch the very last 10 mins of the 9oclock show on chnl8. i missed alot epis alr lor ):

-i failed to put money @ smoneeee's baggggg .

& I suddenly hate you like fuck.

Wrong thoughts.

i have nothing to blog abouttt cus i rotted at home fr the whole day

BTW, thanks to LIEWHUAFENG, now my audi char is Fugly. with 3k dens & an empty inventory. _l_ NBPCB YOU FKR. nvmd, Spts peepo will b helping meee :D heh, ♥♥s ! anyw. slept damn late this few days, like about 4 plus. well, woke up @ 1230 plus. audi-ed in the aftnoon , then nap in the evening. bzzz, i'm v v bored righhhttt nw. i need some clowns to entertain meeee.

i thought aft ystd, things will be different. but.. it didntttttt :)

okkk, goodbye! :D
-i owe smone money :)


LOOK AT MY CCB CHAR LA. T.T

went out in the aftnoon aft playing audi w the noooob Arqueiroooo. hahh ! daddy fetched me to yck, then i took train down to khatib to meet domenic. trained down to cwp, met htp, lynette & haigui. had lunch @ foodcourt. then they went to smoke @ carpark. decided to head down to dbg. so took trained down. went to Cathay, caught a 5.30 movie- The House Bunny with Htp while the rest went parklane. (: show was nice & funnny. hahah. movie ended @ 7. domenic, lychee & haigui were alr waiting fr us outside Cathay. walked to mrt station. trained back to woodlands. htp went smwhr else, so went up to lychee's house while waiting fr him. then had our dinner at vistapoint. ate fr awhile, he came back. left vistapoint aft that & sent lychee back home. went to take bus back to cwp. chat quitee alot w them on bus. hah. threatening domenic is a fun thing to do :D LOL. reachd cwp. htp & domenic accompanied me back to amk while haigui went to cwp. supposed to take bus back home, but we decided to walk home instead. on the way home, chatted alot. reachd home @ about 1120 :D

nightz just called me and told me smthng.
KNNBCCB .

BTW, I'm sorry. I dont wish to see you __________.
dk hw many sorrys i shall say to you :\
thanks fr being thrrrr (:
& you know who you are cus i told you. (:

[edited]
smthng to adddd on ! i suddenly remb htp & nightz said that they've recieved army letter. so they were talking abt it. htp still say v sad, gg in army soon fr 3months. i was thinking, like wtf, they're 16 onlyyyyyy ! then nightz said hes 18 yrs old. (all the while i knw he was 16 what).. okkkkkk. so nvmd, i believeee lorrrr. in the end, they told me is fake one. LOL. i actlly believed it ! Haigui also believed ! HAH. stupid peopleeeeeee !

Steamboat

Happy birthday dudu :D
May all your wishes comeee trueeeeeee. & last long w rachel. (:

Went out to meet rachel , tom, plapro & Sk @ amk hub. waitd damn long fr that late king again :) nvmd. we likeeeeee. LOL . met dudu @ platform. then, trained down to cityhall . met arthur & matt . walkd arnd marina squaree. waitd fr jun & ahpui . went into a shop name Yuki Yaki . or smthng ._. steamboat thrrrr. ate, chatted and all. left marina sq at about 9plus . reachd amk, did nothing. damn boredddd. slack @ mac fr awhileee then went home at about 11.15 :]

Meeting htp & others tmrw @ cwp (:
Hahaha. Okkk , i must blog abt htp evrydayyyyy.
bbbbyyyeee!

♥♥♥

♥, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONG:D
All the best to you !
You knw leong. i love you , & i know. you loveeee me too .
Our love will never end alright. HAHAH, muack !
Don't be worry. im hereeeee for you ! Don't hav to bothr bout othrs. Heeeeehee.

Went out w some Spartans peeeepo. htp, yuan, haigui, min, lynette, nightz & lynette's friend, charlotte. met htp, min & yuan at mrt station. then waitd fr the rest to reach. was playing psp w htp then. he use hack one. cheaterr ! hahahaa ! bought tickets fr the movie- Painted Skin. then went to foodcourt, they had their lunch thr. went to jubilee's arcade aft that, see them play a lil. then went to fetch lynette's friend frm station. back to hub, walked arnd. then @ 5.30 , went into the cinema. Thankkkkkkyou Htp for your hoooodieeeeee k! :D if nt gg to freeze to death ler. haha ! Painted Skin is nicee. very touching also okkkkk. hahhh. haigui & htp kept disiao-ing in the cinema. LOL. aft movie, went to kfc. had our dinner. thanks min fr accompanying me to buy food. heeehee :] then crapped alot thr, people are damn funny . hahaha ! went back to hub aft that, then the rest went down. Htp sent me to the bus interchange (: reachd home @ 9. jus righhhht to watch my tv show. hoho.

Nice day out w you people tday :D
funny bunch of peeeepo. Haha !

Htp is veryvery goooood to dbeeee.
He is nice, good, caring, kind, considerate .... (LOL)
Thankyou & stop smoking (:
Hahahaha.

gooodbye.

Suppose you were here.

terrible headache & flu right nowww. ): hate the feeeling mannnnnnn.
anyw, went out w kim today @ 2 plus. bugis & town. bought a top. then walkd arnd the whole of bugis. then trained down to town. went to Fareast, spent quite a long time thr finding one bloody bag ._. kinda fuckedup cuz wasnt feeling wellll then. kim bought her stuff then headed to wisma, tried many tops in Cotton On. but bought nothing. laughed like siao down thr. esp in the fitting rm. hahah ! aft that, went to hub. then back home. reachd at bout 9 :D

Htp is happily waiting fr me to post. hoho.
he went to msia fr the whole of today & pangseh meeeee. haha!
Nvmd, you still rock ok :D
vomits-

:D

I just blogged tomgelovess.blogspot.com :] LOL. & nw, i've to repeat myself again. haha ! yeah anyw. finally went out fr once fr the whole week !

everyone was deciding whr to go. then finally : Bunk. nv go thr fr like , 3 weeks le. hahah. went to bathe & prepared. met rachel @ about 4plus at hub. then waitd fr sk @ the mrt station. went down to dbg w them. met plapro, vin, dudu, arthur. had lunch @ yoshi. then walkd arnd, went to parklane to play pool. spartans were thr too :] hah ! then see them play, went off at about 8 plus. went back to bunk. vin & dudu used comp. & i played abit of audi w sher. waitd fr chanel. then arcade > bunk > arcade > bunkkkk. nothing to do , so went back to amk. arthur & vin left .

reachd amk, met jun & ahpui. had our dinner at macdonalds. played a number game thr. thanks angjunkee fr making me eat the fries tho i knw THE NUMBER IN YOUR MIND IS NOT WHAT I CHOOSED. haha ! nvmd ! then laughed like siao @ thr. aft dinner, went up to kpool . sk damn erxing lor. _l_ LOL ! played a round of pool , paired up w ahpui, vs jun & sk. sry make you lose :x LOOL ! then went home myself aft that :] okkkkkk, gg to bed to chat on phone already! byeee.

hello htp.
you rock k ! :D

still/miss/you/why

Hello. don't knw whats wrong w my neck this few days. ok arnd the throat area. but its not the throat ! i feel that, arnd that part thr is swollen, v uncomfortable. but no swell lehhhh. i'm scared ): laobu is bringing me to see the doctor soon haha you might think that i am over reacting but i tell you im not bcus im really scared

anyway. slept at like, 4 plus ystd. damn late k! was on the phone, then smsing also. till i bth, & went to sleeep. morning, i audi-ed w the usual grp of people. then went to have my hair treatment & haircut w mum at abt 2 plus. till 5plus, went to Tpy to find sher fr awhile. had our dinner. then came backkk home. will be gg out tmrw i guesss. Andand, do visit tomgelovess.blogspot.com :] 10 bloggers in that blog. -Me, AhJun, SiaoKia, Rachel, Dudu, AhPui, TomGe, Plapro, Matt, Vin, hahahah kewwlllxz right ! BTW, jun named it (tomgelovess._.) . LOL

Ok , off to watch tvvvvvv :D

[edited]
Htp will be my movie partner frm today onwards ! LOL.
okkkk , he is very lame. he is very bhb. when he sings, my ear drum bursts !
ahem- no breaking of promises ! :D

3.34Am,
someone is singing . faints-

Audition.

He hacked, we won :D


Yay. leveled in Audi jus nw, lvl38 :D chained X8 while doing license, heeeeee. have been audi-ing frm morning till now already. loool ! lifeless righhhhttttt. anyw, dno why the hell i didnt screenshot the license thing. tsk. Thanks to money & poppie fr tagging me, :D able to lvl so quickly, hoho. its been a long time since i lvled.

currently smsing & chatting w rachel, dudu & sk on msn. laugh till peng. ok, damn bored lahhhhh ! gg out tmrw i guess. sat & monday too. heh. will blog later on.

[edited]
Please accept my deepest and heartfelt condolence.
Love, Stella.

Randomz

Hello. I've changed my blogskin :B
very sick of my old one alr. hahaha. currently smsing & chatting on msn :D yeah, i need smone to entertain me. i'm fuuuuu-king bored right now.. ):

in the morning, sher came to find me. wantd to pass smthng to her. aft she left , audi-ed w nightz & Htp fr awhile. stayed at home fr the whole day. watch videos , audi, nap, did nothing. bored like siaooo, wna go out, but too lz to move. LOL. Btw, i wna work during the holidays, so if anyone gt goood lobangs, must intro me k! :D && , my friendster is aliveeee. people adddd meee ! i'm thinking of smthng to blog .................................... ok no idea goodbye :] oh yah, listen to Jaychou's 女儿红 :D

and fuck , i just accidentally opened my chatlogs...

Because i miss you.

time check: 6.43am.
i'm preparing to go to schl fr exam. hah, came to blog cuz i've nthg to do. idk why am i going for this paper when i knw that i'll handup one piece of blank shiiiiiit. wastee of my time. k, shall stop here.. i'm like blogging for nothing.

[edited]
Leong sent me this song.
Pause my bloody song & listen to this. its damn nice, i swear. (:

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am i going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ... I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

BTW, Fuck my hp, keep auto shut down-ing.
Audi-ed w domenic, yuan, min, lynette, htp, lpxx, mantou &, i forget who alr, in the afternoon till evening. laughed like siao when some of them crapped w me.
Cpl-ed w htp fr fun. hah! Right now, 2.19am, still chatting w him. Alright. Shall end hereeee & sleep soon. (: Shall change my skin soon !

FUCK LAH MY TAGS ALL GONE CCB.

Its like i don't know you anymore.
I cant accept that. Its really scary.
Do you know how much i miss the OLD you ? ..
I'm feeling terrible.

Poool & Movieee.

Poa paper tmr. & i'm gnna spend my time sleeping already ._.
i learnt nthg. i know nothing. hah .

anyw. went out w sk, momo, shu & matt today. met them at kpool. then see them play. aft that went to buy tickets fr the movie, Connected. supposed to watch Painted Skin , but matt watched alr.. hm. went over to Kfc. they had their dinner there. well, i've been skipping meals like siao lately. idk why also. ): walked back to hub, caught the movie. looks more like a comedy to me, rather than a thriller lor. haha. overall , show was nice & touching. then walk arnd, nthg to do. so i went home first. gtta go sleep now, bye (:

Because of me.

Because everything is different now.
& Who caused it ? Me Myself I.
I thought tears will dry up one day , but still, it didnt.
I don't knw what the future will be like fr me cuz i'm still living in the past ...

[edited]
i'm bored ! noone to entertain me on msn. some fools went offline. &&, peopleee tag me laaaa ): ok anyw. went arnd friendster, see see, then gave comments to some people. haaha, kinda boliaooo. well , its getting late. i shall sleeeep. :D

i suddenly miss all the old maplers & auditioners . hah !

I don't know.

Just reached home nt long ago. chatting w some laogaos on the msn right now.
hhaha , shes sucha irritating foool. shall sleep after blogging cuz i'm effing tired & uncomfortable.

anyw. went out @ 1.30 plus today . took bus to amk mrt station to meet sk & weihua. but on the bus, saw weihua. so went to mrt station tgthr to look fr sk. waitd fr alibahbah, trained down to Orchard. went to wisma, walk arnd. awhile later, shu & matt came. walk arnd wisma, had our lunch thr. didnt rly eat what i ordered cuz wasnt rly hungry, felt damn uncomfortable also. then walked to taka. ok ive stm , cant remb whr i went nxt . Lz to think also , haha ! so, we went to fareast, heerens. the guys bought their tops @ fourskin or skins whatever. took bus down to Bugis street. walkd arnd. the guys bought bermudas, weihua bought her stuff also. then took bus back to amk . i felt breathless on the bus , i dont have fresh airrrr. hahahah weihua knws why. reachd amk. felt damn uncomfortable fr the whole day. went to jubilee. suey like helllllllllla. but anyw, thanks weihua fr the trouble :D haha ! sry to make you pple wait also. so, i came back to amk emptyhanded ._.

went to Big S, xiang came. they had their dinner thr. aft that went down to kpool, waitd fr the table fr a damn long time . damn siand- till they got their table , it was alr 12plus ? i think. idk.. so see them play fr awhile. then went home w/o them. managed to catch the last bus. no , last second. ate nthg fr the whole day, right nw i'm hungry but i'm not hungry . ok goodbye.
i shld sleep nowwwww.

was wondering if i shld chnge my blogskin.
thr are two random songs in my playlist knw ! then i shuffled it.
but seems like its playing in a non-shuffle mode. ._.
anyw, maths paper2 was alright i guess. no blanks but not quite sure of some qns ._. i rly hope i can promoted lorrrrr. last paper nxt week, Poa. gnna flunk it hahahah . aft dismissal , went home. chattd on msn fr awhile, then went to sleep frm 3 plus till 6.
one word : lifeless .
Goodbye.


No one to blame. I caused it all.
If i didnt, things will not end up like that,
& thr'll be a rm for me, me & me only.
Now, look what everything had become ?
I hate myself so so much.
I really hate myself.

talked on the phone ystd night w sk, shirley & peggy. slept at about 4. woke up in the morning at about 1035 , and i first thought of my bloggggg, heehee .
gg to schl fr exam later. one useless paper. just a waste of my timeee.

Thought that i was your only,
Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else.
I never thought that you would ever do that, everything we had is gone.
Said you loved me said never leave me maybe i just heard you wrong.

[edited,10:34pm]
heyhey. history paper suck like hell & i slept for an hour. hoho
maths paper 2 tmr. gl to meeeee

heyhey, scond post fr the day !
since i'm bored , & ive nothing to do , so i came to blogggg.
chnged my music player back to imeem ones cuz myflashfetish suck!!!!!
anyw, shall do quizzes as i got tagged by mary gannuer & matt :]
i'm nice heeheeh

-backspaced.
(blog looks ugly, too long, LOL!)

omg im done , im done ! goodbye !

i'm effing bored right now ive nthg to do and idk what laobye's doing cuz shes not replying me on msn ): hahaahhh.
well, stayed at home fr the whole day. used the comp, did nthg else.
lifeless fucking shit . :\
holidays are coming alr. idk hw to spend them.
i'm not happy & i don't look forward to holidays anymoreeee.
gg out fr dinner w family ltr. byee !

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